The Things Twined in Between

SERIOUSLY?

2010-05-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

sudden urge--or not so an urge to blog anyway.. pffft..
ahhhh.. its been so long.. and yes, the blog is supposed to be dead!
omg, look at the last post! january! gaaah!
anywway.. im feeling uber lazy bout it, so dont bug me bout changing my templates..
its nice n simple anyway.. haha..
lazy to update fotos, so boo-hoo.. HAHA

with regards to the title..
I seriously miss my secondary life..
Seriously! things are SO complicated in college! why, why and why?
everyone is so bz having their complicated lives.. cant it b a lil more simpler?
or mayb i shud just stop trying to read ppl's mind..
haha.. a life or ignorance.. nt bad..=)

ok, back to watching my romeo n juliet,
ignorin my bio.. HAHA

Tomorrow is the exams and im NOT ready!

2010-01-09T09:39:00.000-08:00

Yes, please, go ahead and ask wth m i doing here..
2mr, is the beginning of my AS and half of the A2 exams..
Holy... Honestly, Im not the least bit prepared..
was busy procrastinating.. as usual..
I keep thinking, theres still time-lah, on dat day can study-lah..
no worries man, until today..
Biology Unit 1, pretty confident in that,
the practice questions were easy enough to deal with..
Until I started browsing June 2009 past year questions, HOLY SCHMOLY! Wtf weih..
I cant finish the damned paper..
so, can anyone tell me? why is occurrence of albinism in squirrels in birth are so much more lower than human?
I have a answer which i dont think its right..
I seriously hope I dont just get an A for maths, and the rest bloody B..

Sorry bout the 'Walao terribly fantastic' and other bad words weih.. reali damned panic now.. gyahhhhhhh!!! ITS NOT OK!!

someone please turn back time!
I regret now that i used 2 of my birthday wishes on growing taller..-.-
should have saved 1 on getting all A's in A-levels..
someone get me another cake, i wanna re-blow the candles..

And, why m i bloggin again?-.- STUDY!

思念+回忆

2010-01-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

刚刚打了一个sibeh长的post
可是我打算不放出来..LOL
因为我没有资格..
哈哈
今天真的很伤心..
想了很多事情,
可是不想给大家添麻烦..
所以暂时还是..............
呵呵

不过附送一个很重要的东西给大家：
恶有恶报，而且是三倍的！
what comes around, goes around
珍惜眼前人

04.01.2010

2010-01-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

actually wanted to blog wan...-.-
sum bird bird used up my time.. den nw i lazy ady...-.-
u noe la.. fb chat so lag wannn-.-
zzzzzz...
study arrrrh.
hehehe... gd nite..

HFG2U

2009-12-25T21:38:00.000-08:00

My Bday is comin..
I wan the HFG2U.com de human growth hormones..
faster sek do, USD295/set
i wan grow tall lar!

Sunway comic fiesta 09

2009-12-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

Went to sunway comic fiesta 2009 ytd..XD
was such a laz min decision, bt reali hav to thank mummy fro bringin us XD
LOL, i had the pleasure of bringin 2 silly boys to their first anime event XD
ahahaha..
and they had such a fun time.
keep snappin n snappin fotos oni.. lol

看到有些人真的很搞笑
还有男生穿裙咧！真的很大胆！！！
我什么也没买到..-.-
做了死神，也做了NINJA
哈哈哈！！
连我朋友的妈都很兴奋
拼命拍拼命拍..

saw sum ppl selling artwork there, they were all reali reali young! O_O
so it was reali impressive..
nxt yr, im gonna rent a booth and sell there oso XDXDXD
please cum n buy ar..-.-
don buy i diok! hahaha

结果昨天太兴奋了-.-
然后今天就生病了..-.-
昨晚完完全全没有睡到..
死命流汗伤风..哎...

Inner Battle

2009-12-18T20:15:00.000-08:00

只睡了四个钟..-.-
累到beh tahan... zzzz..

今天我戴着战甲，
去那里战斗呢？和谁战斗呢？
我自己都不清楚..
我知道..应该是跟那些出A-levels考题的人啦..-.-
可是很烦啊！！！心神不定的！
很wai呀！！！

sien死..
近来，自信心跌到零分..
我要变美啊！要绑牙！要减肥！要变高！
-.-
来，大家一起google吧..
真讨厌..-.-

真的很没信心啊..
我自己都快受不了..-.-
其实自己清楚到爆！
依然是不适合的！
要发疯了..

认真读书啦..

还有你啊！不要天天出街啊..
要好好照顾自己！
天天生病..-.-
真的是..
很想你

Elecholdxhot

2009-12-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

Finally I get to watch Battleground09 XD
used to always always wanna watch it so badly..
finally dis year I can watch.. ngahahaha..

Presenting Elecoldxhot!!! XD
dey reali rock my socks off.. U shud try going to youtube and watch their video..
its reali reali good..

最右边那个ngam sai我的taste啦..
ehehehe.. =p
sexy sexy hot hot.. huma huma~ XD
真的真的非常棒！
让你心跳加速哦！啊哈哈哈！！
and being lame RULES!

Im an ideal example of a complex teenage

2009-12-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

Some things are difficult to decide
and even difficult to carried out..
Even more so when things are confronted with such high uncertainties..
pffffttt..
gah.. i wish i could read ppl's expressions better,
even better if I can read their minds..
Lol.

For a decision to be made is always a very tough process..
always afraid, if I took all the hard work to finally to steel down to this decision,
it would be the wrong decision,
when I put all my heart to carry out my decision,
that it will still end up in no good,
that it was not appreciated and my hard work would come to waste..
yes... the complexity..
of being a typical coward.. lol

theres still much more..
but i wanna b mysterious a bit lar..=p
i'll save the juicier parts and use alil more of an abstract description..
eheh..=)

went to help out in HELP's open day..
din sit down for 4 hours + -.-
and wow, saw a reali super duper gd lookin guy O_O
huma huma.. n he came n tlk to me sumore~~ woohoooo XDXDXD
ehehehe..

Just love me and I will be slightly braver

Oh yeah

2009-11-30T04:18:00.000-08:00

I wil reopen my blog, n think of better things to write..
oh yea XD
*thumbs up*
i will i will...
bt nw, reali got to study for my exams.. T_T
arrrhhh... sad...

Just not in the mood

2009-11-27T04:46:00.001-08:00

I didnt originally wanna blog..
bt after reading Kenn's blog, i suddenly developed the urge..
haha.. things went pretty well for the laz few days..
v have made it through for a month..
trust me, its a GREAT achievement..
haha.. things reverted back however, one day after 25/11/09..
its jz da usual, da gayness died down..
hmm..

I have really learned not to expect much..
but its still kinda hard..
sort off, its this emotion i guess, when u like sum1, u automatically do dat,
esp girls, but maybe its different for him..
I cant help but to think he doesnt like me all dat much..
disgusting of me.. i noe.. lol

my exams are coming soon and i really have developed depression...
im constantly depressed n i think too much..
worse then before, really much worst..
I know of course, where the real reason lies..
im trying to overcome it..
definitely, I will, I won lose..
Im learning just not to love a person too much

Tideous

2009-11-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

Don ask me wads wrong..I hav no idea.. I'm actually blogin on rubys iPhone in class.. M feelin moody n depressed.-,- haiyohhhhhh.. Haven tlked at all for the whole day.. My fault la.. I started nt tlkin.. Hav no idea y.. J keepin myself under control.. Disgusting

Pathetic

2009-10-31T09:20:00.000-07:00

Yeeep, its gettin pathetic..
haven update my blog in a while, i jz din wanna update..
=/ it strikes my ego to see myself being so pathetic and sad..
lol..

Happy Halloween everyone..=)
i jz came back from halloween, it wasnt that fun, reali..
lol.. i didnt reali enjoyed myself..
it started pretty late.. we had some awkward moments in btw..
Mitz was VERY late..
and v din do anything halloween related stuff until 10, and i had to leave at 11pm..
so yea.. was pretty disappointed..
din even get to cut the cake dat i bought..=(
there was plenty of cupcakes(by che che) n pizzas..
but, at least v got together.. dat makes the best of it..=)

hmm.. he was there too.. i assume v all noe who the he is.. lol
v have been erm, back together for 3 days, i guess..=/
it isnt official i guess..
i cant help but being miserable..
it was all very same.. b4 n after, no diff at all,
its like vr still in dat tense awkward position when v were in btw..=(
he din make a single move..
and like usual.. he oni came to me when he needed smtg..
its painful..
n there was dis girl, michelle, he's been texting her..
n he delets her msgs.. bt i noe he txts her..
he went out wif sum1 too, i dunno who, bt he won tell me..
its so frustrating! Im so afraid!
he went out wif me when he was still wif his ex, god knows..
i dunno.. arh...

i noe i shud learn to let go..
I REALL REALLY DO!
bt, its involuntary, im just so... pathetic..
can i say again?
im miserable...
i deserves this, i noe i do..

I Love You, Man

2009-10-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

this is jz a random title for my post..=)
bt its nt like anyone is gonna b able to read my blog now..lol
ah.. tlkin to myself..=p

There is a movie titled I Love You Man though..
and its reali a lovely movie.. it was reali reali funny..
alot of f-word but enjoyable.. teehee..
wud recommend u to watch=)

righto! yesterday was reali a miserable day for me..
bt i have been miserabble for te past couple of days n months..
nt dat miserable.. bt have not reali truly had dat elated feeling..=/
im jz trying to buy some time on9 nw, im actually waiting for sum1.. lol
ironic, isnt it..-.-
I seriously cant help complainin or teasin him bout dis issue..
it sucks being in between things..
u cant move forward and u don feel like moving back through time..
esp in love..
is it perhaps just me?
i dont know, im trying to not demand so much, im trying..
i think i suceeded, i don go around bugging him 24-7, im oso not askin him to go around all places with me,expect him to buy me lunch wadsoever..
well, there are parts where its my fault too..
i get really funny when im shy, i tend to throw a fuss..-.- don ask me why..
im only human...
bt i think i reali did wad i can, i did what he wanted.. i think anyway..-.-
i guess i can say im ready for dis relationship,
it reali strikes my ego when i say dis,
it makes mee sound like i want it bad..-.- yes i do, bt i won admit it..=p

soooo.. ahuh...
it all started with a plain simple day in bangsar, fetched him to lrt after college..
was havin a drink wif him..
threw alil complains and teasing at him again, bout dis issue..
he held my hand, i liked it bt i was uncomfortable at the same time..
I pulled away..
I DO NOT LIKE THIS!
do u noe how suck-ish is dat feelin, dat ur together n yet ur nt altogether..
confusing, i noe..
bt im nt his gf, bt he says he loves me..
its confusin n hurting.. to me neways..

den went bck home, it started with normal texting..
den he told me to go study to get my mind off things..
he said i looked worried, confused, depressed, sad and nids som1 to say i love u.
he jz made me sound world most ddesperate woman
it strikes my ego HARD and it sounds reali mean comin frm a person u like.
wth! its nt like i wanted to burst into tears in class suddenly..
then he said i oso need someone to ask me something..
Is it wrong to wan2 be YOUR GF? Is it wrong to be YOUR GF when u said U loved me too. Fark.
it hit my ego lar, i dunno if its jz ego or wad, bt i feel dam hurt lor..
den i replied, yea, anyone will do,.. u think?
he replied, dunno, sometimes i feel it is so difficult to keep u by my side..
Twice ive heard dis sentence..
i burst into tears immediately..
ive waited.. and still waiting..
im jz waitin nw, waitin for u to b ready, despite u were the one who asked me to b ur gf in da 1st place, ditched me and u were the one who asked me back..
how would u feel??
i feel like some toy.. unimportant and un-needed.

dat was the last straw.. i cried n cried n cried..
n i tot.. is it reali worth it?
ive been miserable.. is it worthed?
s i told him if it was makin him so stressed n so unhappy.. lets jz stick to being frens..
den he can reply me sayin "nono, cz i noe v'l both b stressed out if v get bck together. u n I both. I reali dunno wad to do. I love u, u noe dat"
then here i m, wanna bang my head on the wall n jz bleed to death..-.-
geez... n i told him lar, bt v cant b in btw things forever, it has to be yes or no, or wan or dont, u noe dat too..
bt den, me byk lembut lembut..
after dat hav to txt sorry baby, don stress over it, take ur time..
i reali feel like commiting suicide for dat..
bt i guess..=/ dis is it lar..
seriously.. im still wating for his text..
n i reali truly hates this..

dam long lar... wee xian, pls don cry when u c dis freakin long post.. haha

=(

2009-10-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

Im searching for a song that fits my head
I couldnt find one, there's always that song I was too familiar with,
but not that one anymore, its too clear,
im living in mud, dat song is way way way too clear..
I love it though,
Yes, Im crapping again...
I have no idea wad Im typing.. Just randomly clicking away..
The body is here, but the heart isnt..
its like so spread out, a messy watery red mess lying on the ground..
i feel miserable, maybe its jz cause im sick, or PMS coming..
bt nah, who m i kiddin, i fully noe wad the reason is, well, theres nt jz 1 reason lar...
sick also make 1 of the reasons..=/
i wish things were simpler...
like 1+1=2
factual, logic, and easy...
Its ....... i dunno how to say...
sigh...
i noe my emo-ness is affecting evryone...
its reali eazy to cure it, perfectly ezy..
theres so much things i don understand...
i should go to bed...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-10-13T06:50:00.001-07:00

Can U see the pretty face on top?
yes, she is our leng lui B1..
ahaha, i very tired, 2mr oni edit ar...
happy birthday, cheryl darling XD

RAYA

2009-10-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

The malay guy in my class dam HOT *smokes*
ahahahaha=p
v went to his hs for raya... XDXD
it was very fun, n his bro looks like Harry Potter...
my goodness....

Appreciate the love ur given

2009-10-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

It all said in the title..=)
i noe ive posted twice today..
bt in conjuction to mooncake festival...well...
jz a lil reminder for myself=)

today i went to my granma's hs..
to celeb lar.. all through ntg much happen,
jz da usual, camwhore alil wif my cousins, play fire,
burn da place down, candles... hmm..
my grad-aunt was there too,
at the end of the day, she hugged me real tight, gave me a peck on the cheek,
and thrust me 50 bucks..
i insisted she keep the money,
bt she persisted in giving me the 50 bucks...
she was old, slightly limping and hunched back..
bt her eyes, it was sparkling and bright...

it reali reminds you of how much you are being loved..
she treasures the perhaps little amount of time she has with you,
and want to make the most of it for you and you only...

It left me thinking for a while on the journey way back,
of how real love can be so divine, even in jz a little gesture...
n how ppl would call attraction love.. *snorts*
lol, so, im lazy...
jjuzt appreciate wads given to you..=)
give love and appreciate given love...

A Nerd

2009-10-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Mooncake Festival =)

Janice is being a complete nerd here,
judging by the amount of lame joke she's makin and amount of hwk she has, and da never finishing exams.. eesh...

and hell to guys who judge a girl by her appearance, yes, Im tlking bout U

I wan a DDR n Parapara machine...><

To everyone!

2009-09-20T20:47:00.000-07:00

2 Days b4 Yesterday koyee n Bj paktor---GONG HEI FAT CHOI!!
1 Day b4 YesterdayI broke my speed record---LOL!-_-
Yesterday is Yanny's Bday---HAPPY BDAY YANNY!!
Today is sum relative's weeding---HAPPY WEEDING!!

My dad made the saltiest garlic bread on Earth, it was like eatin a spoonful of salt..-_-
i make better wans...
Im learnin to make chocolate... =)
I want to be some1 better, this time, its FOR REAL!! work hard lar LILIN!!!!!
arrrrrhhhh!!
dunno y im crappin-_-

When A Girl...

2009-09-13T01:52:00.001-07:00

When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not fine at all.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ..

who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

I stole this frm Kiddie's blog, its perfect...
I love it...

I had a Bad Day

2009-09-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

Ytd, I had a physics test, was super duper stressed out..
went to skul early 3 hours to study T_T
cz i did nt study finish!
den my mum screamed at me on the phone when i was wif my frens studyin jz bcz i went to skul early...
couldnt help crying, was stressed out..
n sumore i got bad results... -_-
oni 64%!!! T_TPhysics is nt jz bout apples falling on ur head..-_-
Mr.Lim is so gonna kill me... argh! -_-

and den... i was supposed to follow my fren's to Mitra's hs, after alot of practicing for the MS project(dancing)..
mana tau, the road was so congested the whole time, v took 1 hour+ to reach there...-_-
and on the way, someone was soooo desperate for the toilet dat she had to get out of the car halfway in the middle of the road when the traffic light turn red.=p
i had to rush home around 6pm, cz me n my mum were supposed to visit my dad at the hospital,
he had food poisoning..
so I had no choice bt to rush home right after I send Mitra, Ruby, and Rajes to Mitra's house.. T_T
sobs....

Lookin at dem wlk away to enjoy mit's mum's nice indian cooking T_T

then, i went home, dam congested on the way sumore...
bt it was very nice of Mitra's dad to show me the way home,
and pay for my tol, THANK YOU, MITRA's DAD!!! XD

then, after I reached a place I was familiar with, he let me off,
and I drove like a mad woman, reali reali fast, cz it was already late, 7:40pm, n i nid to go to the hospital!!! T_T
zig-zagging all the way, i din notice a BIG HOLE, and I ran over it at 130km/h
den there was an exploding sound n i knew it... -_-
i drove quickly to the side n waited wif a flat tyre...

As usual, my phone was out of credit, and I didnt have alot of money for taxi neither do I have small change for a public phone.. -_-
u can imagine how helpless and panic I was.. -_-
I had no choice, but to stop other ppl's car..

Except it wasnt mercedes... LOL
Thank god im not very yong sui, cz i managed to stop a car in a few mins...=p
a red-hot myvi~~~=p
The guy was reali reali niced, he's name is Andy and he came and help me changed the tyre XD
I didnt even noe there was a spare tyre in my car... -_-
LOL
he even taught me how to change the tyre... XD
bt den, luck was still nt on my side, the screws wouldnt come out!!!
I jumped on the unscrewing-thing oso it doesnt wanna cum out.. -_-
v had nooo choice bt wait.. -_-
I used Andy's phone to called my mom, she wasnt home!!!! she left wif my siblings to visit my dad in the hospital, dey din even wait for me to come home!!! T_T
hw i feel??? I should have stayed at Mit's hs...-_-
den help came! XD my mum n my fren called, my fren volunteer to get sumone to helped,
his fren live around there, n my mom called her mechanic to come help! XD
and den when my fren's fren came, the mechanic came oso.. -_-
sweat.. lol! the mechanic got it fixed
and i reali thank Andy for waiting for the mechanic to come b4 he left.
THANK YOU, ANDY! I WILL NEVER FORGET U HELPED ME! XD

and den xian called, and as usual, i started ranting and complaining like crap,
took him 45 mins to listen,
and i wouldnt let him tlk...=p LOL sumore digi to maxis weih...
and ruby dem oso panic and called me... asked me whether i nid credit and all...
and then there was sharanya who topped up for me..
Im grateful and touched..
THANK YOU PEOPLE!!

Stars

2009-09-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

The stars are bright,
A bright burst of light.
Maybe I was dazzled by the dancing flames,
but deep down inside I see the filth,
little specks of stardust,
no brighter than dark soot,
It was never out of sight,
the ugly truth...
but still I held on tight,
to what I hope was right.
I wished and wished and wish..
that what I hoped would come true,
that ___________________(I so do not wanna write this)

Serious shit, why do i even have to care...
I reali shouldnt weihh...
WTH!!!

Exam wishes

2009-08-30T05:00:00.001-07:00

给我亲爱的各位中学朋友，
预考要加油！！！全A！！！
我爱你们！XDXDXD
不要上网了啦！

to my dear secondary friends,
good luck in uec!! XDXD all a's!!!!
I love u!!
pls stop surfing da line ady, go study!

Yesterday

2009-08-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun.. my parents werent home..=p
and dis naughty girl here snuck out of the house..><
and drove a fren's car.. XDXD
I have to say though, im a pretty good driver=p

We went for I Love you, Beth Cooper; it wasnt dat great.. was a lil disappointed.. nt a fantastic movie.. 2/5 Bt still sum1 can laugh n laugh even though it was da 2nd time..-_- and on the non-funny parts sumore.. Bt i was a pretty embarrassing sight too..-.- i chocked on my popcorn and started coughin like mad when the cinema was silent sumore..-_- eesh..><

And, b4 da movie started, v spotted dis XD
its a plastic ship assembled and painted by sum craftsmen. Reali great skills!!! O_O
i was like wooooowww!! very nice! in conjuction to National day i think, dis is like the ship british used or smtg when conquering Msia. Lol. Dats y I like Cineleisure XD

Oooh, and look! XD A very nice Digi booth, in the shape of xtra large earphone! XD

And while waiting for sum1 who obviously fell inside da toilet bowl, i spotted sum reali colorful and adorable cupcakes! XD yes, they are eadible.. very fake though...=p

And also pool, Im pretty good at it.. *smugs* ahah! Lol

Actually there's smtg emo i wanna typed out..><
i jz noticed it this morning.. lol..
bt arh.. its complicated... -_-
and yea, i think i reali shud jz move on..=)

Issues

2009-08-27T23:03:00.000-07:00

Yes, I definitely have issues..-_-'
dang.. uh-oh.. here I m feeling all flushed up again bcoz of my issues..-_-
*flushes*

1. Im supposed to b doing my personal statement and applying for Ucas
2. Im NOT supposed to b reading blogs, esp .....'s
3. Im NOT supposed 2 b chattin
4. Im NOT supposed 2 b nice, its wastin my credit n eatin my time
5. Im supposed to study
6. Im NOT supposed to eat for free... again...-_- esp in a bloody expensiv restaurant
7. Im NOT supposed to care

How to be not mean and yet not nice at the same time.. -_-
dis is annoying... my phones out of credit again..
arhhhh... yesterday got reali embarrassed, no thanks to wee xian of course.=.=
by assuuming a complete stranger was him, made a stupid face n did da 1st hand gesture wif two hands in the picture below, at him.. dat guy totaly freaked.. lol><
I wish Im pretty..
or at least photogenic.. or smtg..-_-'
jealous lar.. most ppl are so gd looking..
I never was reali gd lookin, n dam kiddy look.. geez..

I realize I haven done much in my 18 yrs of life..
I reali wanna do smtg, for the skul, the college, the society..
wadever it is.. I reali wanna commit, I wanna help,
Im coming all out, watch out, mum! LOL=p

oooh, look, i miss dis photo..
don u guys? LOL

and I miss the beach alot, I reali liked da water..

*edited*

I love my life!!! XD It is so interesting! I wouldnt change a hair for a single person, I would just be more eager and enthusiastic, Life is boring unless you make it interesting. XDXDXD Come on people, lets go all out!!!! Im so happy~~ hehe XD
though i still wish im prettier =p
*hugs* I love u all!

na-na-nah

2009-08-25T19:29:00.000-07:00

OVER

2009-08-25T02:24:00.000-07:00

Joker

2009-08-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

Found these fotos as i was browsing through FB,
i think dey deserve a highlight.. =p
lol..
sure brings back memories..=p
CHKL ppl, aduiii... haha

Eu... i think u lose ady lar..=p

keep skin abit lar, eu & kong shau=.= Bui....... zhuan's head...... nt pain arh? haha

Feel reali lazy to on9 l8er in the nite, so i update nw lu.. lol
nw dat i have fixed my laptop, im pratically spammin my blog.-_-' lol
ntg much today as usual, was at HELP preparing maths marathon thingie.. XD
drove sean, yan zheng, shin & joined sheau wen for lunch in bangsar XD
Lol, pratically gave Sean a heart attack wif my driving,
don cry, sean.. *pats* lol=p
poor Shi ern loaned me money.. Lol

aiyah... i nak tido... tired, to b continued...
hahaha...
haiyoh.. frustrated lar

Tired=p

2009-08-20T11:04:00.001-07:00

Its now 2am in the morning...
lol.. i was supposed to sleep early.. heh..
bt i reali wanted to upload my blog, it seems so dead..-_-'
hey people! i update ady lar.. =p
how does it look?
nice, i hope, using paint is damn stress=.=
i miss photoshop.. arh... lol

arrrrrrrhhhh, i wanna scream,
frustrated weih...
=.=
YOU know wad i m frustrated about=p
lol. yes, especially you, Ruby..lol

hmm, jz a note to the lovebirds out there, it takes time..
dont forget to breath..=)
u can call me if u need anything again, i'l help out,..
and to the guy, dam u r being insensitive.. Lol

I miss u chkl people, i wanna hang out wif u all lar.. T.T
CHERYL LEONG! I miss u!

oh, yea, gong hei fat choi & happy zhong chau jit to aloofa & jiaying, hahahaha!!!
Full moon liao lor!!! hahaha

Random day

2009-08-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

Finally Im on9, no, I have always been on9, jz nt here, u noe..=p
OMG!! Im on MSN!
everyone's been quoting dat the whole day.. lol=p
well, i finally gt my laptop fixed..=D
so, yes, i can go on MSN!! ARH!!! *squeals in happiness*

right... >< hehe..
and oh oh, i reead my fren's blog and wow, she changed so much...
its a she, SHE!!
for dose who know, its zhi ying...
so hemsem, rite? XD

I did a little cam whore, ntg better to do.. LOL

ok, nth much today, i washed my car XDXD
washed it till it sparkles like crazy XD
and i nearly broked my mum's vase and nearly slipped to death in da process.. -_-'
as usual, clumsiness... lol
and added a little frog inside my car in da process...
hehe... i like green frogs, deyr reali cute.. XD
there u go... hehe

dats all for today XD

PSYCH!!!!

2009-06-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

I don wanna type out da actual title la.. =p
later kena shoot by ppl, biang!
anyways, da psych is nt me being psych or anything lar...-_-
nth to be psyched or stuff, dam tiring, many exams... n stressed...... -__-'
actually gt dam alot of things wanna blog wan..
bt evryday oso lazy cum up, so all forget ady... ahahahahaha
n sum stuff very very private wan.. *shhh*
if u wanna noe, ask me lar, i will tell XD
hoho...
lol

btw, i change my hairstyle r...
i cut my fringe short...
noworries though, my secondary skul frens.. >.<
my hair is still straight, dang, it cost me so much!
LOL
bt da old hairstyle suits me more, in my opinion...

anyway, bout da title.. XD
ahaha
i met a "psycho"(nw that i think back, he might hav jz been naughty la) LOL
in HELP... hahah
me n my leng zai leng lui classmates were wlkin down to McDs for lunch
v were wlkin in a group, i was leading, though dey were all seriously nt far behind,
couldnt have been 5cm lar..
den sum guy who was leaning onto the railing opposite maybank suddenly jump out n block my way.. (dam! he's cute) anyway...
ahaha...
so sudden! reali was shock... ahaha-_-' swt swt
den nvrm,
he suddenly stick out his tongue out, widen his eyes n wag his tongue, (pls do go in front of the mirror n see hw u look like)
I was like !@#$%^*()!!!!!! so shocked!!!!!
den i chose to ignore and skipped to his left, plan to continue wlkin,
den he jump in front of me again...
dam scared u noe!!! den I said excuse me, and wlk to his right,
mana tau dat ngong ngong fella go jump in front of me again,
walao!!!!!! !@#$%^&*()!!
i dam scared ady!!!
i terus run!!!
i run n hid behing yan zheng, my college classmate, 2nd biggest size,
since no point hiding behind our very big avinassh, v all noe why.. haha-_-'
n our dearest arif, whom, according to himself, is the MAN-nest, isnt there..
ok, good... hahaha...
den i hid behind him all the time until v pass dat mad-very-good-looking-fella,
yeee, all da time he keep (glaring/snickering/looking/glancing)
choose whichever suits most...
LOL

UPDATE

2009-06-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

好啊！！！很想写华语，不要问我为什么..
呼..很久没UPDATE了，抱歉哦，各位...
真的很多东西做，上网又很麻烦..-__-'因为我的线SIBEH慢..
还是那句话，FACEBOOK有够慢，
还是HOTMAIL最好，INBOX暴满了，还是很快..
最近有很多UPDATE的，
首先就是大家都去了鸟的家庆祝，
很好很好玩，SIBEH SIBEH爽！！喉啊！！！
还是中华好呢...=)
当然，本娘可是帮了大忙哦！
哈哈！
谁有照片的，请E－MAIL我！谢谢！

嗯，然后呢，
最近加入了一个INTENSE－INTERVIEW TRANING COURSE
学了很所东西，
相对的，增加了很多功课-_-
可是，若做到好的话，说不定就有机会去CAMBRIDGE读大学了..

然后呢，
从PERTH的五天旅行回来了，
那边真的很好玩，那边天气很好，又很干净，
真的很爽下，
可是SHOPPING的话，还是这里好啦..
外国人很帅啦..XDXD
可是还瞒多ASIA的人呢..
那边很HIGHTECH，得空UPLOAD照片上来，他们的PUBLIC TOILET
非常型！！！
好象秘密基地！！！！！帅暴了！！

然后啊，最近都很不对劲哦..=/
仔细一看，发觉自己其实很像一个人，
越看越像！只是那个人，三心两意，犹柔果断，性格恶劣，
并不是一个很好来对比的人..
哈哈...
真是很讨厌一下也..=/

嗯...

all around 4 one week

2009-05-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

cry me a river~ oh~ my hair smells so gud~ aha~ XD
ahaha... lol... excuse my crappin, jz got off the shower,
reali love da new green tea shampoo which reminds me i nid to g8 to the salon to g8 my hair trimmed.. =p

anyways, im really terrible, i spend 70% of my time at home sleeping, 20% watching tv, 5% eating and 5%studying..
arh, and my study rate is so so sOOOO slow.. -_-'
i reali shud g8 my lazy butt moving lar...
arh.. my physics exam so cha arrrrh.... TT
walao... my class punya ppl, all dose smarties,
like chichi-nium and dharn-ium, yan zheng(without da nium) all super smart, straight A1, exam flying colors.. all government scholarship go to them, can choose which one some more wei...
wow... me, dis M&N, hw to compare? habis kau kau, hw go UNI now?
LOL

today is reali co not my day...
first, i forg8 my purse, cant buy chemis past yr,
den my super super high heels, byk susah to wlk,
can catch up... haha
den dunno ter-makan wad, whole day feel like throwin up, =.=
and jz nw my i-tunes kisiao, n my line smth wrong,
n my mail, walao!!! all MT send wan-_-'
hahaha
lately i can drive le lar... ohohoh, evryday drive here n there... hahaha
my car so cute lar..
i wanna buy dose nice sign u hang at car wan, i saw one,
super funny---"SIOW!!! DONT COME SO NEAR LAR" (smth like dat lar, jz da siow word very funny)
feel like getting it, bt takut takut later dose ppl mmm-shuang me..
haha><

Finally, Americen idol has come to an end...
muahahahahah, KRIS WINS!!!!!!! XD
he is just so SWEET!!! i like his songs lar...
jz a note, da finale performance was reali gd, go watch it XD
serious... david cook's song-Permanent is beautiful,
n there's jason mraz, black eye peas, fergie...
Adam was reali gd too, wow...
his sexy body.. ahahaha
cheryl, nvrm, he can win nxt yr.. =p
he's still gonna hav an album lar...
when r v gonna make our "I heart SO & So" shirt?
LOL

ohoh, and im gonna go to Perth on 12th June =)
dam scared of the swine flu lar, sh*t, n my mum was like, pay ady, takkan don go,
so, i'll b wearin a hat, sunglasses and a mask, looks like dose hamsap and hentai pervert eh... =p
on purpose, jz to horrify my parents.. gaga

adduiii... too many ppl loggin on facebook ady lar..
jam like mad wei...
so slooooowowwwwww
em, em... btw, dis issue of seventeen is giving out free sanitary pads(haha)
serious, its a taylor swift issue, and an issue on hw to have a happy period by whispher pro's.. haha.
angels n demons is a reali gd movie too^_^

i wanna sing kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

p/s: CHERYL & NEE ZI & MT ALERT!!!!
i cannot post a comment on ur blog wan?-_-'
hw to post ar?

miscellous

2009-05-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

hello, everybody XD
sorry for being so inactive neh...=p
due to many many complains bout my blog being in chinese, so write in english le wor..
haha.. XD

nth much is happening in college except dat u learn to dress better..=p
seriously lar..
CHKL punye boys better, college boys, can see cannot eat..
sum cant c oso..
haha,
(poor cheryl, i hope TAR is better den HELP)
To my despo CHKL guy frens, HELP has many pretty gals...=p

woah... jz nw opened my inbox-1095 new e-mails..-_-'
even lazier to read... i think da most is frm MT..==
LOL

anyway, ive been makin a few cards, and muahahaha-a fren clazmate frm col-mitra bot it frm me XD

dey say girls when reach 18 change 18 times( aiyah.. dat chinese cheng yu lar..) LOL
guys oso.. jz nw was browsing through facebook.. (finally, quite dead there), i saw jia hao, yes, our very fair and small sized fren, he looks like a HOT HOT super star, took me a 1000th minutes to recognize him... arh...
envious lar.. evry1 so gd lookin...
wanna hav longer legs, i already tried eating long beans, so dont ask me to try..==

and i have already gotten my P-license XDXD
finally~~~~ bt its so ugly cz my mum insisted on usin my old photo==
dose passport photo where u nid 2 tuck in ur hair, so im gonna keep it in my purse... *sshhh*
hahaha XD
n i got my new sexy hot bLack teeny hyundai i10,
yay XD
can bring u guys go wlk wlk ady XD

ill try to cum bck on teachers day XD

Thoughts

2009-04-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

对不起各位，太久没UPDATE了

COLLEGE生活真的很不一样，
真的有很多美女！想当初，中华里漂亮的就那几个（包括我啦！）
哈哈，
现在仔细看下，只要回打扮真的都很好看。=）
，而，进入了COLLEGE生活，
我才发现，在中华里认识的圈子实在太小太小了。

在COLLEGE真的什么人都有，
我开始把视线放阔一点，
认识了很多种族，了解他们，
其实大家在皮肤颜色下面都是一样的。=）
他们都很好人！XD
我回讲点点TAMIL咧～！XD
还认识了一个黑人XD

可是，依旧的，还是中学朋友好一点
这里的人不唱K的！！！哈哈！

有些东西真的是等到失去了才开始怀念，惭愧，留住
而，这些是何来的感情呢？
是觉得失去了，很不习惯？还是怕没有了，回后悔一辈子？
难道是只是为了留住那些仅有的回忆？或是让自己拥有的那分好感留着？
真的搞不懂呢..
有人说，当你开始犹豫，考虑时，就很大可能，
以上全部都是了..

这时候呢，就要到深山修炼..哈哈
做个决定真的很难很难，有很多很多角度要考虑，
到最后依然什么都达不到..
在想....在想....

在打什么屁啦？？！！哈哈！！！！

Sila Pergi Main

2009-03-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

ok, long time never write blog.
this is goin to b LONG, pls prepare u'rself.

我的SPM成绩，只能说句哎...
本来那天学了车就直接去拿成绩的..
哪里知道我妈心血来潮要吃YONG TAU FOO
害到我吃的时候一直有想大便的紧张感觉。==
那天看到很多朋友！！！
啊，各位，请不要惊讶，我并没有去整容。
I M NOT PLASTIC。
我只是换个发型，戴隐形眼镜而已。
哈哈。
讲回我的SPM，有够吃大便， 8As, 3Bs

华文－很神奇的拿了A2
英文－当然 A1啦，没有A1我当场跳国志楼
1119-A1啦
国文－不懂做么酱悲哀拿 B3
EST－A2 leh!!! DENG!!! WHY!!??
Sejarah- B3, 预了
Moral-B3,我背到很辛苦咧！！
Biology-A2, 我还以为可以拿A1 leh..
Chemis-A1, 难道leng lui老师不一样了点吗？哈哈
Physics-A1, walao!!! 绝对没有想到
Modern maths-A1,没有的话，去跳变形湖
Add Maths-A1,哇哈哈，自豪中

拿到这成绩，伤心到想哭！
还好那天有人赞我美，哈哈
｀很惹！我竟然忘了拿个很重要的东西！
家里的人听到都有点失望，叫我不要GEK心
哈哈

more to come- MidValley Crazy karaok-ing wif G Muis; Bra Shopping in 1U; Cosmo World with Family. haha
very lazy to type ler..
i type chinese sibeh slow.. haha

Dazed

2009-02-28T05:00:00.000-08:00

Been feelin alil like dat lately..
alittle too dazed.. haha..
well, theres nth much to blog about lately. haha
except that Ive been a little addicted to American Idol.
Discovered some great songs, some with a great name.
Hero by Mariah Carey, sung by Danny Gokey is a terrific song truly.
I like how the title submerges wif the lyrics. Its great.
Then, there's also last years hottie David Archuletta, funny how all the hotties start wif a D; Lol
anyway, his song, a little too not over you isnt too bad.
it highlights da emo thing, its nice=)
And Hey Monday, a new band out of the blue, they'r cool, a lil like paramore.
their single, Homecoming is nice. =D
check them out if u have the time. =)

Still in a dazzy state LOL
i dun wanna mellow in da self-pity though coz Im the only bad guy here
geez, my bloody line is so slow...

Diary of The Living Dead

2009-02-23T04:59:00.001-08:00

aha, no, its nt the trailer or a summary of the movie "Diary of The living Dead" Im writing here.
Lol.
just feel more or less the same way.=)
haha..
No complains though, whats done is done.
deserve it lar..
I dont wanna say anything lar~!!!!
hahahaha!
yer...
okay lar..

-_-''

oooh la la~~

2009-02-17T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hello, everybody =D
after alot of consideration, usin english is better
cz more international
LOL. besides, if I use english, i will take more den an hour to write one. =..=(nose holes)

haha.. so, today is da 17th already..
count back 3 days was da 14th, such a beautiful day for certain ppl,
bt i was back at home, lying at the couch, waitin the fungus 2 take my life.
ah~~ so beautiful.
Nt to say no1 ask me out lar, bt my strict mom is standing at the doorway wif a parang knife,
cant even go out.. aiyaiyai..
bt at least my dad took us all out for dinner. and I was hungry
finished first bowl in 5 mins, headed towards da 2nd. i reli look like a dog.
LOL

and then.. there goes da day...

no eventful stuff happened on da 15th except wii dancing
n i bruised up my lovely arm.. sobs.
LOL

and today...
hahaha.. nth much either
LOL
except i had a dream dat my dad was driving200km/h!!!!
i muz b watchin 2 much 2 fast 2 furious
or huan seng's dad influence jor
LOL
hehe

okay, nth else==

离别

2009-02-10T04:07:00.000-08:00

hello, everybody~><
昨天我们亲爱的Han成走了..
我那天真的是什么风风雨雨都经历了，
就为了见我亲爱的朋友们一面，所以各位，感谢吧！
哈哈..

一早八早的，我就起身准备了，
因为本来说好他来载我去的，那里知道我妈说载我去。
所以可怜的成就只好倒头回去了...
而我，就等到迟了一点才去到sungei Wang。
他们通通都到齐了，在GREEN BOX里狂唱。
可怜的我，电话钱用完了...联络不到他们，又不会去６楼..
我就一直问路，走了很多圈才上到去。
我又忘了问房的号码，所以就一间一看进去找，真的很鱼以一下。
不过还好他们的很前，不然他们唱完，我都还没到。
只是很不明白为什么睿的男友在...哎呀呀...
haha..
不过，那天，才知道原来兼豪有很厉害唱歌！真的是强啊！！！！
不愧是DAVID陶的朋友!HOU!

哈哈...最后一首歌最HIGH咯～
因为我和可YEE唱道很Wai...

然后我门去拍大头贴了！！！
九个人一起squash..可是还可以拉，拍得很不错..
也很HIGH！哈哈...
Cheryl也来JOIN我们了..
哈哈！而且一个人三块！HOU！
顺带一提，睿，你忘了给HAN CHENG =.=
人家是主角喂...

过后我们大家就全部去了成的家咯～
哈哈，他妈妈很好地准备了晚饭给我们。
我吃了两大碗，还有点饿...-_-''
可是很不好意思因为他的家人都只吃一碗..-_-''

所以说，和一群非常爱自拍的女生在一起，
就是变得连在人家的家都要自拍...
哎..haha
拍了很多很多照，过以下，我们大家就出发去机场咯！
坐YI CHENG的车.. 哈哈
他和俊HAN两个人驾车还要玩，很爽哦！刺激！！

在那里啊..Uncle很好的，请了我们吃MCDONALD，
我真的是啊..吃ICE－CREAM吃到整嘴都是，还不用紧！
只要放食物我都吃！不知不觉吃了很多..==肥死了..
在那里，很爽，我们帮成庆祝生日，玩死他！哈哈！
还把它录起来了！哈哈！

可是，很可怜的，时间很快过，
刚吃完，我们就要送他机了...
真的很伤心一下，本来还哭不出来的，可是看到他走时，
一人抱一个时，感触真的特别多，真的很难过，大家都哭了..
可是只是哭一下..
就这样送他...

他爸很好，买给我们大家一人一BOX FERERO ROCHER，
还用他那辆豪华BMW SERIES７（WAH～～～～）载我和雪儿回。
我们两在里面三八死了！哈哈
车真的一流..

回到家，一个人时，
就开始想了..
不知不觉开始哭了，很伤心很难过。
想到很难可以见面，那种离别的感觉很不好受..

Han成，你在那里一定要加油哦！
我们在这里全都在为你打气！
也要记得我们哦！
我们爱你！！！！！

Yesterday^^

2009-02-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

各位，经过我很辛苦很辛苦，总算找到华语的打字东西...
请你们一定要抱着感动的心情阅读...T.T
要感谢MT
我差点发脾气打人了...=,=
因为今天电脑真的很有问题，所以不怎么爽...==
anyways...我真的要哭了...好辛苦才真的可以用华文...

好！欢迎大家来到！终于update了！
昨天是我们koyee大人生日，本小姐被邀请去mid valley吃 sushi大餐！XD
虽然我有给钱，而且很贵下...-_-'''
不过难得一起吃，真的很爽下...

喔～刚刚差点跌下楼梯...

因为大伙儿迷路了，害我和Lih Ying无所事事，所以去逛街...
走了很久，边聊天，边吃ice cream
哈哈，酱也很开心＾＾

过后rui打电话说他们到了，He kang还迷路tim...
很搞笑...
过后大家都到了，我就拿礼物给koyee,
TA-DA!是我亲手做的书签还有一本限量版的notebook,
我还亲手包的哦！XD
看见Jiaying急着走，Xuer和Bui没有来，加上不能唱K,太多人去拜天宫（打机啦！）==
有点失望...><
不过没关系！XD
乘机认识了QuanFa, Yuhang^^

我们先一起逛街，帮koyee买衣服，
可怜的男生门，只能在外面等我们...
过后，顺便给Hancheng买份礼物，在ESPRIT吵了很久...-_-''
虽然不懂towel够不够大（反正外国很开放嘛），pink color gay不gay(那里应该还好吧），吸不吸水（来不及吐一口水试试看），我们还是选择了它，而不是拖鞋+towel..
希望你洗澡时想起我们啦...==(Koyee的愿望）
我买了一个scarf，所以没gap了^^
然后就到某人买了，某人叫我不能讲，
所以不讲啊...hehe
不过委屈了Jenny和QuanFa啦～＾＾

过后，买好了，就等我们传说中的Hancheng大哥驾到...
身为Lihying的保镖，我就准备送她去KTM...
Jenny担心我的个人安全（==）就陪我们去了...
路上，好多店啊～就一边看一边走...
有很多bear啊！！！
很可爱！！！！XD
可是很穷..T.T

过后Hancheng终于到了...
我门就去SUSHIKING meet 他..
我总觉得我和Koyee吃最多...
他们真的很可怜，只是吃set,就要给很多钱...
He kang真的很noob,什么都慢我们一拍，连绿茶都到进lou shang里.. ==
吃到很开心，他们都很好笑，
还一直笑人..s＂起立...哈哈哈！...裤子掉下来！＂
哈哈

过后就准备回家咯...
我走光啊！！！！！
还给人gap！！！deng!!!!那个人太惹了！！！
Jenny刮着他，他还gap哦！惹！
我都不懂！
真的要谢谢Jenny提醒我，然后给我袋子遮着！
太感谢他了！T_T

然后就回家咯，谢谢HanCheng载我回，我妈还想拿红包给他的...
haha...
谢谢哦！
就酱，很长啦...很累拉...
还有就是......................
我变美了！XD
他们讲darrrr... LOL

Conflicts

2009-01-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

I reali gt smth to say...
reali quite re der...=.=
MY SIS DUN WAN STUDY CHKL LE! =.=
gt snipe until?
i snipe dao gou gou li... n abit bu shuang tim... -_-'
I reali go through all da trouble to help her dis help her dat...
n she say one word, she dun like den wan transfer...
reali kinda mad... >.< style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Ri-Di-Ku-Lo-Us!!!!
haih...
so re... wan transfer again... give evry1 so mch trouble...=.=

anyways... today go ikeano... XD
ah~ eat sushi.. yum yum...
i reali like sushi
so gd~~~~
wanna buy new year clothes der...
bt i dunno hw wear clothes der...=.='
so evrytime oso nvr buy until...

N my mum super re... dun wan give me streamyx
n da Wii can oni play at saturday=.='
YER!!!

anyways... ytd sms wif guo yun, he wash photos 4 me mar..
den he say his mother saw le keep laughin.. lol
His mother reali gud taste der... hahaha
say me n rui rui vry cute...
hohohoho...
hor? rui rui?
haha...
she oso say the rest vry gd lookin lar... Lol

N macy ar...
yer... she dun wan pikachu ler...
wan my bro... lol
she keep say miss him... LOL

p/s: i add le a cbox at the bottom, act wan add plurk der..
bt i lost my code...
please feel free to spam XD

Girls..=.=' sisters...

2009-01-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

Ok... today...
i was woken up from my deep morning BE-A-U-TY sleep by, nope, nt a handsome prince like Edward Cullen (gah gah gah XD), bt my sister...=.='

Profile
Name: Li Qin
Nickname: Sister
Att: Annoying, dependant
Looks like: Indian and stick

ok.. skip the details, shes still single though..
she WAS supposed to b studying in SMK(P)Seri Aman, a girl school, full of GIRLS(duh)
ok, pretty girls. And strict rules. serious...

Rule #1.
if u wanna give a WRAPPED present to a fren, U have to show the teacher b4 u wrap it, and after ur fren receives it, have to unwrap in front of da teacher n show her wads inside...
=.=' ridiculous...

so.. she NOT so like her skul lor...
after spending er... 3 days, she wanna transfer...=.='
TO CHONG HWA INDP HIGH
*claps*(nt dat im nt dat happy)

so, diz mornin hav to wake up early in da mornin teman my daddy go skul n gao dim evrythin..
haiz...
2ml oso... haiz...
SO EARLY EH!!!
jz nw oso i help her gaao dim her old books de things...=.=
Thanks to BOON CHAI! XD
yer...
Dats y i say... sisters... r so mafan...

Interview

2009-01-07T06:01:00.001-08:00

Do i look retarded or I simply look too young? =.=
today i came to skul around 1st recess to finally finish off my li xiao..
aih.. sign finish le dunno giv who...-_-''
lucky meet my " saviour" tell me where to pass up...
den later wan go form6 claz, wlk wrong way until form 3 there..-_-'''
lucky again met a fren hu help me.. Thank u! XD
den later saw until da 38's n my yung yung.. den v jz... GOSSIP...=.='
LOL
too bad i had so little time... T.T if nt i sure cum find ya'all...
n hang out more wif my yung yung.. aih...

And, oh, Happy Bday to my fren-Boon Chai! XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

den later i go 4 my interview...
nt reali excited,
bt my armpit sweating like mad... sei lor... sure grow alot hair later..=.=
anyways... unlucky de me... met until da more old de.r in charge..
she like lao mei... =.='

when she know i jz finish form 5 den she seemed nt so interested ler...>.<
my qualifications oso dun wan c...
ask me teach kindergarten... NO WAY!
little kids runnin around (1+1=2)
n ask me teach chinese tim.. jz bcoz im du zhong... =.='
NYEK! my english better wei!! Gt eyes de mar?!
anyways, i think she nt reali wan gimme job de lar...
coz she say b a clerk later...=.='
i cum for tuition teacher, nt clerk! Wan me sien si meh?

haih... so later jz leave my personal details den go jor lor...
yer... being a kid doesnt mean i dun have the qualifications or wad so ever...
dun underestimate us! HUMPH! >.<

p/s: lately realize my bro n sis very funny...=.='

and r... i giv up on uploading da photos jor la... yer...
if anybody wan jus tell me, i wil send to u^^

Come and Go

2009-01-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

Another day has come n gone away~
sure feels like dis when u juz stare aroun the blank walls at home(though my walls are quite crowded wif Kim Possible posters) haha

anyways... today nth happen lor...
still da boring day...
try to update n decorate my blog...
too lazy...
if not Bui ask me update, i oso won on9... aiyer... <.<

anyways... I m goin for an interview 2ml to b a nice tuition teacher... XD
dat shao jie keep zat me... =.='
heng! dun ask me teach u if u nid help r...
lol... jk jk..
wish me all da best lo...

act can cum bck tam u all 2ml...
haven do finish my li xiao act... hohoho
bt nw... =.=' no transport ler! GERAM!!!!

act i reali wan update my photos der... bt da blogger sibeh slow...=.='

The end is another beginning

2009-01-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

ok, firstly i reali wanna swear nxt time i will write my blog b4 i read others! Geez!
I always feel aweful after dat den no mood to write my own...=.='
*slap slap*

anyways, dat day at 31st is my bday lor... Thanks to all dose who sms me^^ XD reali happy dat many ppl cum wish me, gt wen chai, cheryl, wei kok, macy, wei yun, cher tieng, jia ying, shi yun, ejae, shao jie, moon pui, weiquan, zhen ee, han kai, huilin, PQ, MT, Bui, Chia Ying, lai meng, Et, guan hua, ko yee, huan seng.
Especialy Hui chan, who called at midnight.. Thank U.. XD
Im reli touched lor, i nvr expect u guys to wish me, esp sum who r nt even close.. dose close der nvr wish sumore. eesh..=.='
I reali happy n TQ! I appreciatte it XD

and den dat day lo, haha...
reali nid to thxs mama n baba cz dey reali put alot of effort into it...
though after my party n evry1 gone home, dey throw temper...=.=
LOL

anyways, first me go skul wif mum to fetch da other kiddos,
Thanks to huan seng who help us fetch too XD
act planned to go curve straight to sing k, bt snow gt lost on her way to mah hs
n conie n ying late..=.=
so i fly bck home to fetch snow n korea help me fetch da others... thanks again! XD

at there, luckily gt student price so no one nid to pay, oni 8++
n my mum very generous, get us a VIP room... wah!!! XD oklor... den sing sing sing... bt oni sing 3+ hours, not so syok..
haha...
afterwards very rush, make until v hav to rush home, coz 2 jam le...
sorry to yanny cz no chance to buy her bag ler... T.T
reali sorry...

den later v went 2 mah hs lor... dad already gt ready da bbq stuff...
evry1 hungry le, so faz faz eat.. very simple der, jz eat n chat..
haha.. Yihmin moz shuang, keep play da dancing der... ;P

Sum ppl went home early... T.T
esp jiaying, da earliest...-_-'
n sik eu, macy n yunny oso went bck quite early... T.T den khye oso...
after cake lar... lol my sailormoon cake...

around 11+, v go to the park near my hs, prepare for countdown..
haha, all so daiB der, go play all the see saw n slide..
took le many photos there lor... n got sum malays... -_-'
reali very zd, all of dem so scared der... lol..
scared kena rape n rob.. muahaha, den later dey put fireworks...
v sumore curi tengok theirs.. hahaha...
lol... den v countdown there lor..

after dat many ppl went home le... >.<
den MT, Yih min, LY, aihwa, Caixin stay overnite... XD
act gt koyee oso der, bt she put plane...-_-' enuf space lor... nvrm la^^
V chat until very very late, da girls oni sleep 2 hours... -_-''
MT sleep more, coz he beh tahan le... haha...
when v go sleep, he wake up pulak n help mmy maid clean=.='
LOL.
v gossip bout lot of things, even me... XP
hahaha
eventhough a bit squashy bt very fun le... nxt time mz do dis again... XD
hehe

nxt mornin v eat roti canai den go home le...
bt aihwa n MT go watch bedtime stories.. T.T
i wanted to watch der...
bt nvrm, i watched it nxt day ler, wif my sis...
sien dao... -__-""""

I had quite a fun day la... >.<
bt i reali scared sum didnt...
so my apologies if u did nt enjoy... T.T reali sorry!!
and reali thank u for comin!!! >.<
thank u for the presents n i will miss u guys!!! XD
Love u!

and dat day gt many presents lor... hohoho... dat MT giv me a shriekin chicken... =.=' happy? i mention ur chicken wei... haha.. n LY giv me a nice shirt, Aihwa, a nice cup, Khye, a universal holder, Jiayung 2 wonderful necklace, Yihmin, perfume, chiayin, crocs keychain, (Bui, koyee, yanny, rui, run, houwen, wanjing, puzzle), macy, eu n yun, very cute dunno wad thingie, huan seng, nice box n cheap thingie... cheryl, banana. jiaying, keychain
okok, my arm reali sangat sakit, i lazy to color n upload photo lar... nxt time r... 2 ml la... tengok dulu.. cheryl, ur banana armrest aint workin... -_-'' haha

Soon start skul le... will nt c many of u ler... T.T sobs...
bt remember keep in touch o... >.<

Crap, more crap and crap again

2008-12-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

ah, yes yes yes...
i know i have a terrible habit of postinf and reposting on the same day... >.<
don mind me, k?
haha..

well, my plans for after SPM didnt turn out reali well... T.T
with my mum bossing around my life..=.='
my actual plans for SPM was:
1. to attend piano classes
2. to attend dance classes
3. to re-attend my drum classes
4. to sign up for art classes
5. outdoor camp
6. brush up my drawing skills and craft skills
7. finish writing my story
8. paint
9. review evry college available

ok, bt they were NEARLY all CANCELLED..=.='
coz my mum drags me on holidays here n there...
weeelll... since all expenses are paid, i guess i cant complain... haha
and den, im goin to ma fren's hs nxt week, overnight...
she wants a drag me to a CLUB
wonder if i can even get in at all...=.='
gah, u know how i look like
and, i can dance or even shake...=.=' shiver mayb... yea...

who wants to go to sunway lagoon?

whoolala~!
i get to meet up wif my 2 on9 pals dat i haven contacted for so long~!!!!! XD
Mandy & Milk
god, its been so long, heck, since i ever on dat minitokyo-MT
LOL
cudnt imagine how excited i was...
we each grew up a little though... XP
haha...

anyways, i reali dun wanna blog too long...
reali tired frm dat MADENNING trip...
ah...
=.='

^~^ how r u?

2008-12-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

I m jz back frm Taiping... XD
went there to visit my cousin...
Ah~=.=' so many kids... sumtimes beh tahan...
bt it was much better dis time... XD
my uncle bring us go eat yummy food... XD
reali super!!! XD gt 1 restaurant in Ipoh super nice! XD
den v go play da Sunway city in Ipoh.. woah!!!
water park... XD ok de... hehe...

anyone wan to go sunway lagoon together? >.<

Ah~ bck 2 point, Ipoh reali gt many leng lui... O.o
*_* leng zai oso many... kakakaka...

----******-----

now leh, i start to miss my old comp when i start usin dis laptop... >_<
inside my old comp gt so many photos, so many da software dat i use, and so many wallpapers i made...
eventhough it is slow n broken-down...
still... reali miss it now... LOL
jz like ppl, eh?

Emotions of lost

2008-12-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

hum... c until evry1 oso use chinese write... feels a bit weird,
bt my laptop no chinese... haha...

lazy de me, haven even go apply for "leavin skul"
everythin oso takin it laidback & ezy... haha...
or maybe... now dat its time to leave, i dun wanna leave...

since when has i started to grown attached to the skul i hated?
since when did i developed fear of losing my frens?
since when i started to want to stay?

it hit me first when i heard dat Xiu Hui & Huan seng & Zhenny was leaving...
Xiuhui was my fren since standard 1, Zhenny since form 1, Huan Seng since dis yr...
when i heard dat Xiuhui was leaving, i felt SO BAD! I wanted to CRY!
i have known her for so long, bt i nvr made an effort to actually know her...
i never really tlk 2 her, nvr go out wif her...
until when she is leaving soon only i began to regret dat y didnt i even bothered to try-to be a fren. it sucks, it reali do....

there are so many fond memories dis yr, wif Nee, Rui, Yanny, LY, Lalat & Snow...
everyting had been so fun being wif u guys, is it time to say goodbye?
how much hav i done for my bestie-LY in her whole life?
when can i shorten da distance btw Nee & me again?
when can i get to know bout rui, Yanny, Lalat & Snow more?
when can i apologize to Koyee properly?
all dis, not done and not figured out... yet dis yr is gonna end...
i do not believe in eternity, bt i do hope our friendship lastz forever...
netherless, this fond memories...
i wud bring them always on my road...
and they will always live vividly inside me...

5Sai of 2008, everyone plays a part...
everyone is part of the family... and i m more then glad to say all of u have bcum part of me..
i reali wud miss all of u!!!! T.T so badly!
jz nw i was chattin wif ah bui, den i realize... he so funny la!!!
it sure will b weird when nxt yr cant find him in class sayin noob jokes... haha
>_<>

this yr, i hav made so many frens, everyone is reali special n nice in their own way..
i reali REALI gonna miss everyone...

when will i finally find the courage to apply for "leavin skul" ne?
when can i wlk around Chong Hwa for da last time?
When can i meet all of my frens in one time?

maybe when dat time comes, the tears wud cum...
of regret & loneliness...

Finally~!

2008-12-04T04:58:00.001-08:00

Hello~! Everybody!!! XD
finally i can on9 n continue on my blog...
>.<>

well, today is Shireen's Bday, so im gonna wish her a happy bday first.. XD
HAPPY BYDAY!!!!!
sorry i cudnt cum... T.T no transport...
wuwu~

hum... i gt a new nice laptop... XD so i can on9 lor... XD
hehe... bt so empty de laptop... T.T no photos pics yet... >_<
---------------------------------------------------------------

finally, 2008 wan end le... seriously, no gradutate de feel...
mayb bcoz dis yr reali so bz de, no time to breath at all...
haha...

bt when i constantly stop to take a breath,
to relinquish my thirst,
a huge feelin of loss overcomes me...
it nvr occured to me how sad i wud feel when dis say came or past...

bt then, when it came, it jz grasped my heart all in a sudden
dat my body cudnt react fast enuf...

dis yr has been a great yr, dis cums true frm my heart...
i had done many things wif a whole bunch of gd frens, had fun, studied...
i truly regret da times where i cud hav spent more times wif my frens, my boyfren & even more time wif dose whom i din make an effort to contact, to be-friend...
then, it reminds me of how i jz "cut-off" wif my best mates in primary...
i truly regretted it, and i treasure my secondary frens well enuf to not repeat the same mistakes...

seriously, i reali dunno how to describe dis, bt i really REALLY AM gonna miss everyone... T.T
keep in contact yea...
forget me nt yea...

I DUNNO WAD TO SAY & HOW TO SAY AH!!!!!!!!!!

oh, and pls cum to my bday, gathering or wadsoever:31/12/2008

Under-Pressured

2008-07-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

Today at school very quite oso…
Nth reali… juz feel very sienz lor…
Den later find Chester chattin lor…
He reali so emo der… he say is coz Shin Nee pass to him der…
Bt now he pass to me… haha…
Yor… u c u!
haha… bt I still better a lot lar…

Yer… my line so toh sui de eh!
Keep on jumping der…
Make me cant on MSN n so on… =.=’’’

Today in car de time, Huan Seng’s car behind mine..
Den I wave to them, very funny…
N dat Huan Seng say my dad look like sell Har mien de uncle…=.=’
Jz jk mar, so I jk wif my dad lar.. bt my dad abit angry…
Abit lar… n say its nt funny… >_<

Oopsie…

Den later go home, once go inside den hear my mum n my lil sister shoutin already…
Haiz...toh sui-Nya…
I haven eat lunch & breakfast, few days like dat d…
Oni eat biscuit, no wonder sick still haven recover lar…
Den nth to eat at home, sumore my mum dun wan choi me, still bushuang me o…
No mood to eat liao, so dun wan eat lor,
Very pressure liao, sumore nid c my family fight, reali beh tahan…
Den cry again lor, cry until tired liao den go sleep…

Reali no use r.. me… so lembik… =.=’

I gt send SOS signals to my fren, bt they nvr notice, den I feel even bad,
they went to makan...
bt suan liao… its ok...

after i hibernate finish, 3 hours of sleep...
Huan Seng call me and chat...
i know he worried bout me... haha...
so 8 de r u... yer...
Thanks yea...
haha... n many "cant say de secret" oso...
Bt i ok d, i already decided wat to do... XD
all problems gone, Chester! XD (nt the parent one though... typical...)

Then juz now I dunno y my mum suddenly pick a fight wif me…
Dat day juz finish Chinese exam, can breath 4 a while after one week of exam…
Huan Seng ask me wan go watch movie wif Him, Dai Gao, Yi Cheng & aihwa annot…
Of coz I wan lar, bt I feel my mum won let…
Bt try ask oso no harm de mar…
So I mai ask lar, den my mum bushuang oh… den say until very unfair…
Say I everyday go out, jz a stupid small test oni, go out for wad?! Everyday oso nid go out, nid watch movie de meh?!

Den I feel alil bushuang, I mai say yer… so bad… evry1 wan go oso can go,
oni me always cant go anywhere, juz a movie nearby, nt goin lepak or play long time…
Den later she bushuang, dun wan tlk to me oh…

Den jz now she suddenly pick fight wif me, say I cant go, den bushuang her…
Xcuse me, I already listen to her nvr go eh, bt she is da one nvr tlk to me eh…
Nw she say I bushuang her…
I mai stand my ground n say I nvr said like dat, is she bushuang me, I already listen to her, wad else she wan o…

Den she started saying I know how to fly, everyday tlk until I think I vry big..

Walao… I oni reasoning wif her eh, like dat oso cant.. n I NEVER everyday go out eh, dis whole year go out nt more than 5 times…
nt first time like dat, always let her say until very one-sided,
always my fault..

Very yuan wang…

Den daddy help me, ask mummy y pick fight wif me…
Den dey argue, n wad divorce divorce…

I nvr cry d, coz nid look after sister & brother…
Cannot cry… >_<
Den daddy mood nt gud oso lor, den he mai say me lor…

Haiz… so sienz… always like dis der…

Reali dun understand how to reason wif my mum…
I already b her perfect little girl, bt I still nid to take a breath sumtimes…
Wad else do you want?

Im UNDER-PRESSURED

Thank U, muakz!

2008-07-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

I wan to thank those who have worried bout me lor...
dose who took their time to read my blog, to comment, to sms, to msn me...
reali thanks lor...
make me so touch der... XD
haha... i better alot jor lor... XD
very very ok... ^_^
monday u guys muz teman me play until xiao a! XD
n i still sick, make smth nice for me r! XD haha

and da Ahbui so wai lar...
he say wan c me cry... zd...=.='
he say miss jor n wan make me cry again nxt time! walao!
dun choi u d... lol XP

Thanks to:
Lih Ying
Snow
Jiaying
Yanny
Chester
Aihwa
Bui
Karwun
Rojak
Yun
Sik Eu
Nee
MT(4 bein stupid)
(if i forgot u're name here, tell me lol)

and to those who r feelin moody around, cheer up! XD

And, I reali nid to thanks Weiquan oso, his Linkin Park CD reali cheers me up XD
and then Thanks to the creator of KERORO...
reali feel so gud after watchin it... haha...

now i m busying doing my class uniform n many others... >.<
cis... geramnya... lol... XD

Toh sui

2008-07-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

today reali alot of mixed feelings lar...
moz important is my KERORO
i watch liao, feel so much better... XD

bt den sum1 cum n RE me!!
n now i feel so RE! but oso so DOWN!
CIS!! GERAMNYA!!!

I reali feel like slappin dis person n ask dis person pergi mati!!!
know hu im tlkin bout?!
wan know den go slap him for me!!!!
RE! RE!

Dun b so selfish can annot?! wad is wrong wif u orh!?
think bout other ppl cannot wan r?!
when u wan oni "xiao qian" ppl!
WTF!

------cool down------

bt now, aiyah...
still down...
im forgotten..
haiz...
anything la...
pergi mati suan liao...

So much to tlk about^^

2008-07-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hey yo! XD
hahaha, so long nvr come up d... phew...
nt vry long oso lar...
Lol...
erm... actually i wan write alot of stuff bt i cut short lar...

My problem was solved & unsolved.. Lol...
All this time though, thanks to Chester... XD
he had been a vry nice fren, standing by me n giving me lots of support... ^^
Thank U chester, U understood me XD

Actually, it wasnt even a problem to start with...
it was juz nt many ppl understood it, and misunderstood it...
there is all types of love, i love my frens n i love my family n i love my boyfren,
they're all different types of love yet they remain equal...

Juz like how i felt, i felt affection n friendship towards him bt i think many misunderstood dat i was gonna fall for him...
lol... definitely not... hahaz...
so, it began my dillema of how to react towards my fren's response and how to react to my own feelings as he doesnt realy go "pop" n opened up n say"haha, lets b bez frens" =.='
Lol, bt i think i did wad was best, as usual as i wud hav done
go up to him n tlk right up to his face
ok, problem solved, for me.
n it began his dillema...=.='
he misunderstood a lil...
n it took me a while to convince him n i gt a lil mad for being misunderstood to be a whore...
bt i told him anyway, dat it sux being said like dat
n he understood, problem solved... i guess... -_-''
bt it isnt dat ezy to juz b a person's bez fren...
me & lihying went through alot b4 v actually stick like dat...
v dun go up 2 ppl n say lets b frenz unless its me, im a lan sook kia... haha
so, i tried my hardest bt i dun think i get wad i hoped for...
bt alas, its always like dat, isnt it? Im nt depressed by the results yet, bt i hope for better... haha

U c, i'm a very sensitive n concious person...=.=' Lol

Hmm... i broke down in class today n started crying... hahaz... did i scare all of u?
lol... dey say its weird 2 c me cry, i feel da same...
Thanks for being worried bout me... lol
bt i cudnt cope wif all the pressure comin up at once & i guess i gt affected too..
by the depression around me...
im nt the only one feelin depressed...
still feelin depressed...

and i learnt smth important... mayb its my laz yr,
or mayb this class is different.. frens are reali important
i c it then, i c it now, u guys mean the world to me...
i realy love all of u...

To all my frens:
I know U're feelin all depressed,
bt b glad for i found this chest,
inside i lay all my hopes & cares,
so open it and be spared...

lately lots of ppl feelin depressed, all the best & may god bless u...

Sexaay

2008-07-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

RECOGNIZE DIS?

hahaz... nth reali, juz wanna put diz photo... lol
diz is our so called skul grass ^^

hahahaha

so nice leh...

Biodata:
Friendly person
Fav song: where u get u're body frm
likes to dance with his long legs n hands
likes to shake
funny
blur(retarded)
187cm

Favorita

2008-07-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

MY KERORO GUNSO

Recently gt vry vry addicted to this anime, so funny... XD
its bout frogs dominating the world... so perfect!!
the frogs r so cute!!!! XD
hav decided to buy da DVD bt it will cost bout 100+ =.='
Thanks to my hubby loads for buying me their action figure... XD
Love u!! XD hehe...
Thank u so much..

i seriously recommend u to watch!

hmm... dat day went to Rojak's party... XD
it was very fun...
his house is super big, super, SuPer, SUPER BIG!
Freakin HUGE!
walao... nvr know Rojak so rich der...
all the house there... walao...
n my mum sumore so chuan... =.=
Mum:"wait till v build, oso smth like dis"
Dad:"here land cheap cheap oni, Mines more expensive"

=.='

and then very fun lor, v makan n play, makan n play, gt loads of yummy food,
the chicken the boys barbecue until is super nice... XD
and the prawns, woah, hankai, thanks, man,
so delicious! XD

and the yummy spagetti... yum yum...
macy & Shiyun cook until so nice... XD
n both of them so look after us lor...
so gan dong... thank u!!! XD

n the dancing machine...
haha, all of us, me, snow, lalat, bear, chester, bui, v all go play it...
n later v do all kinds of style like fold hands in front, do sweeden dance... haha
very crazy n fun
bt i always get E... =.='
dunno y...
chester, rojak n bui so pro...=.='
dun wan say da lalat pro
cis... bt i like gt taller 1 cm... haha

reali very fun lor... v play until very crazy n keep laughing...
all my "xing xiang" bye bye jor... =.=' T.T
neh, da Yih min lar!
dunno how snap photo der! >=[
haha... evry1 esp jun & chester dressed very nicely...

n gt ONE person hor, go biao bai wor~!
Lol... b4 dat he very nervous der... lol
bt in the end oso succeed la...
good job... hahaz XD

today...
chat wif chester lor after skul coz rainin...
den v tlked alot of things, chester reali mature... hahaz...
thx for the advice, man! XD
den i decided to jz b myself lor,
by being myself means 2 go straight n tell him wads on my mind n b gone wif it...
den i no nid think so much...=.='
wad do u think, ches? Lol
anyhows, im startin to chicken out... -_-'

and then,
during english period, v discuss bout sum tlk... Lol...
n me, rui, ruichi, LY, snow & lalat one group
v all reali so disgusting lor...
keep on joking n laughin n tlk bout wai ye...
Lol...

n yanny, she passed her cold to me...=.='

Blabber

2008-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

okay... erm... since i have loads to tell... haha...
I'll bold the titles, read whichever u wan or better, read all^^

First Few Days Migrating
Well, we started alternating our seats once 3 days... lol
i m now sitting wif da ever noisy shu yan & jiaying & Rui & Snow & beside me, the sleepyhead ET
Erm... it was actually kinda fun, though i started being kinda distracted at claz... =.='
they r SO NOISY!
hahaz, we tlk n tlk n tlk in all da periods... lol
it was reali fun though.. n i love them...
muakz!
dat day, v played a joke on Jin Ling & Chia Yin...
lol, by goin up & down in our seats to make their eyes meet... XP
sorry, Chia yin! T.T

Saturday
I went to my fren's-Karmen's hs...
it was reali fun since v did alot of catching up! XD
at first, u won think v would hav any in common, since im a basic, ordinary CHINESE girl
and she's a pretty & hot, open-minded ENGLISH-CHINESEgirl... lol XP
ah, well, bt v always had loads to tlk... XD
shes my "bad-side"'s best fren lol!
I could tell her things my frens wont so agree... >_<
v tlked bout boys, clothes, sexy clothes & bitched bout her frens.. lol
n for u're info, BITCH is nt a bad word, check da oxford dictionary, will u? it means complain.. unlike whore...
bein naughty... XP
neways... v tlked la, alot... lol... i loved it, it was all girly tlk n v took a "did nt turn out so nice" photo... XP
den v went to the park wif our siblings, where v played basketball a while...
in the MIDDLE of THE NIGHT!
whoa baby! hahaz
v looked kinda awkward since her bro invited a load of boys n v tryed to blend in.. haha
while trying to flirt... XP n get a couple of numbers... lol
jz foolin around...
v did nt succeed since our mums came to pick us up later... =.=' geez..

Da Whole week(point)
it was reali bz, nt wif skul work... though...=.='
lol... i was bz wif all da work for class magazines, n SOCIETY BILLBOARD (CRAP!)
and other works...=.='
mainly nth concerning skul work...
im starting to get slightly detached frm my studies n i supposed i shud start pullin myself together...T.T
and there's smth...
I am aware of sum1, nt smth, n NOT in dat weird kind of way like i feel towards yung...
bt mind me, i am VERY distracted by it, cant ignore it...=.='
wish it would juz go away yet i dun wish for dat...=.='
its so annoying how gossips can influence u, doesnt it?
the real reason for me to b frustrated bout hasnt reali appear bt im frustrated! Lol!
n u guys out there, ZIP u're Mouth

Today
a fren of mine cried, i know y n i understand y...
i used to do dat over the same reasons... lol
so, its nth to be ashamed of! XD glad u're ok!
and i gt invited to Rojak's partay! whoohoo!! XD
i wish i could go... haven asked my mum yet...
n v had curry wif bread at skul... thanks to Yih min! XD
enjoyed da little meal, n snacks sponsored by Snow & Huiling...XD
hahaz...
Love u! Damn to dose guys!! haha

3pm-5pm

2008-06-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

as usual, i was late...
laughs...
erm... not fashionably thought, unless u count my society shirt a fashion icon... XP
well, i was grumbling it all the way in the car anyways,
for havin to pay 20 for the ticket but no regrets now, it wasnt bad, nor was it fantastic...
but hey, worth it i guess... since i went to Jolin's concert wif 150 n cursing her later,
at least i wasnt cursing on the way back...
haha... our skul sung great, though there were others better...
bt neways, wasnt bad, slightly touched... ^^
bt there was dis choir made up of old folks... fuiyoh!
wow! i knew my grandpa can sing instead of wheezed!
bt hell, nvr hav i heard one put together like dat! it was fantastic! their song touches the heart,
n i felt truly touched! dat song was "at the forest 1 side" smth like dat...
its a love song... very nice...

den, there was the Synctone choir... was fantastic...
they dont reali sing songs with lyrics & most of them are self composed i think...
wow! fabulous! i liked the swanlake, dravidian & name the tune...
very nice, wished i could get my hands on the script, ill love to sing it myself...
den there was da conductor, onli 15 n he conducts like a robot... dunno how express la
haha very cool! total admiration!
its dat guy wif me on the 2nd photo... yea, well... juz like dat anyways... ;p lol... its reali fun... XD

and the first photo is (from right) my choir hsband, me, fish, mayteng, & huayi!
congratulations u guys!! XD
im so glad u all had fun!
love to all of u! Muacks!
3rd photo-old folks choir
last-skul choir

aww... n i miss playing da drums...T.T
sobs... hang on guys, ill return to the band soon! XD

oh... and AVRILLAVIGNEISCOMING!

I Love Sundays

2008-06-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

The title is juz crap...
haha Lol...
erm... finally the teacher's rainstorm is over & I have did many of the cards with such "love"
annoying reali, bt at least i did it nicely & lots of my frens likes it...
XD
i think dat i made it quite nicely oso.. lol... >_<>

and anyway... i made another for my grandpa dat day bcoz he went in to the hospital...
he got some intestine infection...
bt he's ok now... ^^
he cried a little n it made me kinda suprised...
u c... he cried bcoz he thought of his past, he had a dreadful past...
bt im glad to c him getting well...XD

today i slept till 12, which is so nice, i had slept for more than 12 hours... ah...
XD
so nice...
T.T bt i have to head to the a capella festival now... T.T
haiz... so bad, i wanted to stay at home n sleep
its a music festival & my society is forced to attend...

anyways... i had a lil of a shock dat day...
from a fren of mine...
was kinda shocked by wad he said n i turned to another fren,
well... askin for sum advice on boys...

meanwhile, v r havin a vote on the class "most's XX)
lol.. its fun n i m one of the commitee...
as usual, responsible for the designing part again... -.-'''
Lol, bt ill try to make it the best, i wan my classmates to like it! XD
dats all...XP

Wad about Art?

2008-06-23T04:20:00.000-07:00

hmm... I began my day quite tired...
Lol... bt still happy, cant get enuf of da date... XP
n my newly bought voodoo named Shiny is so nice to hug at... harhar... XD

okay... today, me n my braders gt to know sum shocking news, n we went on a mission impossible
which is reali funny...
coz v heart sum hot gossip n v took off quickly to watch demo...
haha...
anyways... i was thinking bout entering the arts competition in school dis year...
(finally, i nvr had a chance)
Bt i cant reali find the inspiration... -_-'
been too bugged lately...
all da HW n exmas, hate CHKL juz for dat... =.= XP
well, and there's da dumb dumb 12 cards for the teachers day... =.='
n i oso have ZERO inspiration for the cards... haiz...

n... so here i am... surfing the net... looking for some so called inspiration... hahaz... XP
which i reali have to thank my 2 besties coz they r giving me support n help! XD
Thanks, Dolli & Hilary! XD

ok... which reminds me i have to study the pearl for tomorrow's presentation...
and also da drama competition is comin...
n v haven praticed a single thing... T.T
which also reminds me dat v lost in da singing competition...
5Sai-Seventeen... Failed...T.T
bt v did our best n i seriously appreciate wad our leader did for us! XD
Thanks, Xun Rui!
We love our group! XD

Happy (Dating) Day

2008-06-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

I think i should start coming up with better names for my post lol...
well, its nt reali exactly a happy day bt still im extremely happy lol... XD
well, v started off da 1st period by learning how to make roses for our soon-2-b-leaving teacher, which is a very very nice teacher n I like her alot...
then, there came the report cards... i was ranked 8th in class, nt too happy bout it as u know i gt low average marks... *shrugs* T.T
lol, bt anyways, my form teacher did a great job in distributing the reports,
she gave us each 1 to 1 timing n helped us to decide whether to further our studies, where & some advice...
i thought it was reali nice... XD den, came my great chance!
XD me n Yung decided to go out alone today, to 1 U, taking the huge risk of meeting my mum & her gossipy frens... >_< bt i think today went quite well I was really happy XD v reached 1 U bout 10+ & the taxi fare was reasonable...
we rushed off towards the cinema first, buying tickets...XD
Yung said dat he wants me to watch 2 movies as i cant seem 2 decide which 2 watch...
v ended up watchin Get Smart & Kung Fu Panda... XD V had our lunch b4 da movie starts, i recommended Nando's Im usually the expert on food *winks*
was glad he liked it very much... XD I knew Yung had a fancy for meat lol,
bt he didnt take spicy food much n i was kinda afraid at first, bt glad it turned out he LOVES it!
XD den, v went around the mall 4 a while,
which i wasted all my moneys buying presents for my whole family n none for myself...=.=
though Yung was reali sweet, he got me a voodoo soft toy i wanted for so so long... XD
I love u!
I tried to stop him since it was kinda costly bt he insisted... >_<
v oso went for sticker-photo snapping! XD (here u go:)
it was lovely n i liked the photos very much... XD
well, coincidently, I wore a black tee, n him a white one... LOL!
it reminded me our 1st date where i wore a blank punk shirt n him a simple white one lol...
it was so sweet!
XD i held his hand through the whole time n hugged his arms in the cinema...
v havent gone dating for a long time...
T.T hum... weell... i heard some stuff frm Mei see & Yihmin which i minded a little,
bt nt too mch now... i mean... i believed Yung...
believed wad he told me n besides it was way back, so who cares wadever dey say... bt Yung is kinda angry...
it was kinda mean of dat person, he shouldnt have said that anyway!
grr...>=[ dose who wans to know, ask me lar!
I oso heard da interesting love story of Mei See & Lau beh! haha! it was so much fun & interesting.. XD
hope v can chat more nxt time...XD N gud luck to those in da volleyball & football competition in our class!! Gambateh!

p/s: btw, to my besties, especially LY & Dollie! Love u guys so much!! XD
*hugs* thanks for setting da avoid-my-mum plan LOL
bt I still loves my mum XP

Everything?

2008-06-19T04:54:00.001-07:00

ok, so i opened a blog... XD haha...
cz evry1 seems to be using dis... XP
Eight-7, i like number 7 n 8 is smth evry1 of my best pals call me lol!
i always get a hang of wad's going aroun n dey kinda ask me to open a
"rikka-gossips.com" Lol
but nah... XP
its juz my blog... hahaha

i have loads to tlk about... XD
first thing first...
i sprained my leg sumhow n had problems wlking around for a week
n which my frens all call me da limping lin... Lol
anyway, its way better now n i can walk again...
terrible nt being able to walk as i look shorter having to limp around...=.=
like a slow slow penguin-tortoise mutant... XP

neways, i got #8 in class n was super happy bout it until... =.='
well... da #1 in mah class got 79 for his average, very nice...
n i thought i had like 75 when i knew i was 8, bt it came nt even close...
i oni gt 73.9! wad!!!??
dats so low for a 8... =.=' geez... T.T

hum...and then v were having volleyball today which was realy fun
most of us played n i did too...
though all i did was screamin n laughing whilst i tried to catch the ball
which dey always laugh as i have sum weird crazy laugh... XP

anyways... our class is havin some sort of problem wif our teacher... >_<
our form teacher demands a hand-made card or presents for all of our teachers,
in which she appoints me as direct commander...=.=
okay, so it means 12 cards b4 Saturday...
wad dah...!?
bt i think smth good come out of it, i began to see evry1 in my class
is beginning to giv sum comments of their own,
we're havin more n more topic to discuss together, v r kinda startin to look like a class
which i think is very nice... XD
if only i can tone down a little, quit being so noisy..=.=

and... ah bui & MT...=.=
how nice of them to start spreadin my childhood photo in the name
of the discipline master-Lim Li Hui...=.=
its spreading through the whole form!
OMG! my ugliness!!!
T.T
Lol...
i wissh all of u a happy day XD