The Things Twined in Between

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Emotions of lost

hum... c until evry1 oso use chinese write... feels a bit weird,
bt my laptop no chinese... haha...

lazy de me, haven even go apply for "leavin skul"
everythin oso takin it laidback & ezy... haha...
or maybe... now dat its time to leave, i dun wanna leave...

since when has i started to grown attached to the skul i hated?
since when did i developed fear of losing my frens?
since when i started to want to stay?

it hit me first when i heard dat Xiu Hui & Huan seng & Zhenny was leaving...
Xiuhui was my fren since standard 1, Zhenny since form 1, Huan Seng since dis yr...
when i heard dat Xiuhui was leaving, i felt SO BAD! I wanted to CRY!
i have known her for so long, bt i nvr made an effort to actually know her...
i never really tlk 2 her, nvr go out wif her...
until when she is leaving soon only i began to regret dat y didnt i even bothered to try-to be a fren. it sucks, it reali do....

there are so many fond memories dis yr, wif Nee, Rui, Yanny, LY, Lalat & Snow...
everyting had been so fun being wif u guys, is it time to say goodbye?
how much hav i done for my bestie-LY in her whole life?
when can i shorten da distance btw Nee & me again?
when can i get to know bout rui, Yanny, Lalat & Snow more?
when can i apologize to Koyee properly?
all dis, not done and not figured out... yet dis yr is gonna end...
i do not believe in eternity, bt i do hope our friendship lastz forever...
netherless, this fond memories...
i wud bring them always on my road...
and they will always live vividly inside me...

5Sai of 2008, everyone plays a part...
everyone is part of the family... and i m more then glad to say all of u have bcum part of me..
i reali wud miss all of u!!!! T.T so badly!
jz nw i was chattin wif ah bui, den i realize... he so funny la!!!
it sure will b weird when nxt yr cant find him in class sayin noob jokes... haha
>_<>

this yr, i hav made so many frens, everyone is reali special n nice in their own way..
i reali REALI gonna miss everyone...

when will i finally find the courage to apply for "leavin skul" ne?
when can i wlk around Chong Hwa for da last time?
When can i meet all of my frens in one time?

maybe when dat time comes, the tears wud cum...
of regret & loneliness...

9 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

haizzzz.....
i m same wif u...
nvr know XiuHui deeper...

i will always on9 hehe...
can find me when u on9 ^^

dun scare ...i will help u 看住 bird de
if he got a new GF...i won tell u!!!XD

December 4, 2008 at 7:07 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

lol
can come back chong hwa to see me next year still
mayb 6s2 or 6s3
hahaha

December 4, 2008 at 11:36 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

janiceeeeeeeeeee. oi. we hvn't been in contact like for yearsssss la. ok i know i'm exaggerating. hehe. didn't know you're leaving. (see that proves my above statement) well, i'm leaving too =) where're you going to study? we seriously need some catch-up sessions la.

December 5, 2008 at 6:32 AM  
Blogger Sarah said...

eh u knew xiuhui since standard one?? tht means the three of us came from the same primary?? how come i didn't know that wan.

December 5, 2008 at 6:33 AM  
Blogger conie said...

hey dear!!
apologize??!!
no..it's over.
we are really good fren now.
Friendship forever!!! ^^

December 6, 2008 at 6:49 AM  
Blogger Macy said...

Hey girl,everything will be js ok..You can still come back chong hwa right?You can still hang us out right?You can do whatever you want..The different is just not in the school...But outside..We won't forget about you..I'm sure that everyone will miss you..^^

December 6, 2008 at 7:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

darling~
must remember me ya ^^
n take care where ever u go
gambateh
n contact me a lot ok

December 7, 2008 at 10:56 PM  
Blogger Janice said...

@bui: wah... wad oh... LOL! Muz tell me r! lol
@MT:okok, sure cum bck find u... XD haha, bring a cake too.. LOL
@Sarah: yea girl... LOL long time no catch up la... >.< lets go shoppin together sum time wei... haha...
Nope, i transfered at standard 3 mar... >,<
@Conie: LOL! apalah u...
@Macy: I wil cum find u oso, esp when i nid fu dao... hahaha
@rui: U r my darling, where can dun find u? LOL

December 9, 2008 at 11:03 PM  
Blogger Clarence said...

hmm..
next year find a day, we visit chong hwa together la.. ^^

December 23, 2008 at 6:34 PM  

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