Under-Pressured

Today at school very quite oso…
Nth reali… juz feel very sienz lor…
Den later find Chester chattin lor…
He reali so emo der… he say is coz Shin Nee pass to him der…
Bt now he pass to me… haha…
Yor… u c u!
haha… bt I still better a lot lar…

Yer… my line so toh sui de eh!
Keep on jumping der…
Make me cant on MSN n so on… =.=’’’

Today in car de time, Huan Seng’s car behind mine..
Den I wave to them, very funny…
N dat Huan Seng say my dad look like sell Har mien de uncle…=.=’
Jz jk mar, so I jk wif my dad lar.. bt my dad abit angry…
Abit lar… n say its nt funny… >_<

Oopsie…

Den later go home, once go inside den hear my mum n my lil sister shoutin already…
Haiz...toh sui-Nya…
I haven eat lunch & breakfast, few days like dat d…
Oni eat biscuit, no wonder sick still haven recover lar…
Den nth to eat at home, sumore my mum dun wan choi me, still bushuang me o…
No mood to eat liao, so dun wan eat lor,
Very pressure liao, sumore nid c my family fight, reali beh tahan…
Den cry again lor, cry until tired liao den go sleep…

Reali no use r.. me… so lembik… =.=’

I gt send SOS signals to my fren, bt they nvr notice, den I feel even bad,
they went to makan...
bt suan liao… its ok...

after i hibernate finish, 3 hours of sleep...
Huan Seng call me and chat...
i know he worried bout me... haha...
so 8 de r u... yer...
Thanks yea...
haha... n many "cant say de secret" oso...
Bt i ok d, i already decided wat to do... XD
all problems gone, Chester! XD (nt the parent one though... typical...)

Then juz now I dunno y my mum suddenly pick a fight wif me…
Dat day juz finish Chinese exam, can breath 4 a while after one week of exam…
Huan Seng ask me wan go watch movie wif Him, Dai Gao, Yi Cheng & aihwa annot…
Of coz I wan lar, bt I feel my mum won let…
Bt try ask oso no harm de mar…
So I mai ask lar, den my mum bushuang oh… den say until very unfair…
Say I everyday go out, jz a stupid small test oni, go out for wad?! Everyday oso nid go out, nid watch movie de meh?!

Den I feel alil bushuang, I mai say yer… so bad… evry1 wan go oso can go,
oni me always cant go anywhere, juz a movie nearby, nt goin lepak or play long time…
Den later she bushuang, dun wan tlk to me oh…

Den jz now she suddenly pick fight wif me, say I cant go, den bushuang her…
Xcuse me, I already listen to her nvr go eh, bt she is da one nvr tlk to me eh…
Nw she say I bushuang her…
I mai stand my ground n say I nvr said like dat, is she bushuang me, I already listen to her, wad else she wan o…

Den she started saying I know how to fly, everyday tlk until I think I vry big..

Walao… I oni reasoning wif her eh, like dat oso cant.. n I NEVER everyday go out eh, dis whole year go out nt more than 5 times…
nt first time like dat, always let her say until very one-sided,
always my fault..

Very yuan wang…

Den daddy help me, ask mummy y pick fight wif me…
Den dey argue, n wad divorce divorce…

I nvr cry d, coz nid look after sister & brother…
Cannot cry… >_<
Den daddy mood nt gud oso lor, den he mai say me lor…

Haiz… so sienz… always like dis der…

Reali dun understand how to reason wif my mum…
I already b her perfect little girl, bt I still nid to take a breath sumtimes…
Wad else do you want?

Im UNDER-PRESSURED