Crap, more crap and crap again

ah, yes yes yes...
i know i have a terrible habit of postinf and reposting on the same day... >.<
don mind me, k?
haha..

well, my plans for after SPM didnt turn out reali well... T.T
with my mum bossing around my life..=.='
my actual plans for SPM was:
1. to attend piano classes
2. to attend dance classes
3. to re-attend my drum classes
4. to sign up for art classes
5. outdoor camp
6. brush up my drawing skills and craft skills
7. finish writing my story
8. paint
9. review evry college available

ok, bt they were NEARLY all CANCELLED..=.='
coz my mum drags me on holidays here n there...
weeelll... since all expenses are paid, i guess i cant complain... haha
and den, im goin to ma fren's hs nxt week, overnight...
she wants a drag me to a CLUB
wonder if i can even get in at all...=.='
gah, u know how i look like
and, i can dance or even shake...=.=' shiver mayb... yea...

who wants to go to sunway lagoon?

whoolala~!
i get to meet up wif my 2 on9 pals dat i haven contacted for so long~!!!!! XD
Mandy & Milk
god, its been so long, heck, since i ever on dat minitokyo-MT
LOL
cudnt imagine how excited i was...
we each grew up a little though... XP
haha...

anyways, i reali dun wanna blog too long...
reali tired frm dat MADENNING trip...
ah...
=.='

^~^ how r u?

I m jz back frm Taiping... XD
went there to visit my cousin...
Ah~=.=' so many kids... sumtimes beh tahan...
bt it was much better dis time... XD
my uncle bring us go eat yummy food... XD
reali super!!! XD gt 1 restaurant in Ipoh super nice! XD
den v go play da Sunway city in Ipoh.. woah!!!
water park... XD ok de... hehe...

anyone wan to go sunway lagoon together? >.<

Ah~ bck 2 point, Ipoh reali gt many leng lui... O.o
*_* leng zai oso many... kakakaka...

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now leh, i start to miss my old comp when i start usin dis laptop... >_<
inside my old comp gt so many photos, so many da software dat i use, and so many wallpapers i made...
eventhough it is slow n broken-down...
still... reali miss it now... LOL
jz like ppl, eh?

Emotions of lost

hum... c until evry1 oso use chinese write... feels a bit weird,
bt my laptop no chinese... haha...

lazy de me, haven even go apply for "leavin skul"
everythin oso takin it laidback & ezy... haha...
or maybe... now dat its time to leave, i dun wanna leave...

since when has i started to grown attached to the skul i hated?
since when did i developed fear of losing my frens?
since when i started to want to stay?

it hit me first when i heard dat Xiu Hui & Huan seng & Zhenny was leaving...
Xiuhui was my fren since standard 1, Zhenny since form 1, Huan Seng since dis yr...
when i heard dat Xiuhui was leaving, i felt SO BAD! I wanted to CRY!
i have known her for so long, bt i nvr made an effort to actually know her...
i never really tlk 2 her, nvr go out wif her...
until when she is leaving soon only i began to regret dat y didnt i even bothered to try-to be a fren. it sucks, it reali do....

there are so many fond memories dis yr, wif Nee, Rui, Yanny, LY, Lalat & Snow...
everyting had been so fun being wif u guys, is it time to say goodbye?
how much hav i done for my bestie-LY in her whole life?
when can i shorten da distance btw Nee & me again?
when can i get to know bout rui, Yanny, Lalat & Snow more?
when can i apologize to Koyee properly?
all dis, not done and not figured out... yet dis yr is gonna end...
i do not believe in eternity, bt i do hope our friendship lastz forever...
netherless, this fond memories...
i wud bring them always on my road...
and they will always live vividly inside me...

5Sai of 2008, everyone plays a part...
everyone is part of the family... and i m more then glad to say all of u have bcum part of me..
i reali wud miss all of u!!!! T.T so badly!
jz nw i was chattin wif ah bui, den i realize... he so funny la!!!
it sure will b weird when nxt yr cant find him in class sayin noob jokes... haha
>_<>

this yr, i hav made so many frens, everyone is reali special n nice in their own way..
i reali REALI gonna miss everyone...

when will i finally find the courage to apply for "leavin skul" ne?
when can i wlk around Chong Hwa for da last time?
When can i meet all of my frens in one time?

maybe when dat time comes, the tears wud cum...
of regret & loneliness...

Finally~!

Hello~! Everybody!!! XD
finally i can on9 n continue on my blog...
>.<>

well, today is Shireen's Bday, so im gonna wish her a happy bday first.. XD
HAPPY BYDAY!!!!!
sorry i cudnt cum... T.T no transport...
wuwu~

hum... i gt a new nice laptop... XD so i can on9 lor... XD
hehe... bt so empty de laptop... T.T no photos pics yet... >_<
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finally, 2008 wan end le... seriously, no gradutate de feel...
mayb bcoz dis yr reali so bz de, no time to breath at all...
haha...

bt when i constantly stop to take a breath,
to relinquish my thirst,
a huge feelin of loss overcomes me...
it nvr occured to me how sad i wud feel when dis say came or past...

bt then, when it came, it jz grasped my heart all in a sudden
dat my body cudnt react fast enuf...

dis yr has been a great yr, dis cums true frm my heart...
i had done many things wif a whole bunch of gd frens, had fun, studied...
i truly regret da times where i cud hav spent more times wif my frens, my boyfren & even more time wif dose whom i din make an effort to contact, to be-friend...
then, it reminds me of how i jz "cut-off" wif my best mates in primary...
i truly regretted it, and i treasure my secondary frens well enuf to not repeat the same mistakes...

seriously, i reali dunno how to describe dis, bt i really REALLY AM gonna miss everyone... T.T
keep in contact yea...
forget me nt yea...

I DUNNO WAD TO SAY & HOW TO SAY AH!!!!!!!!!!

oh, and pls cum to my bday, gathering or wadsoever:31/12/2008