Under-Pressured

Today at school very quite oso…
Nth reali… juz feel very sienz lor…
Den later find Chester chattin lor…
He reali so emo der… he say is coz Shin Nee pass to him der…
Bt now he pass to me… haha…
Yor… u c u!
haha… bt I still better a lot lar…

Yer… my line so toh sui de eh!
Keep on jumping der…
Make me cant on MSN n so on… =.=’’’

Today in car de time, Huan Seng’s car behind mine..
Den I wave to them, very funny…
N dat Huan Seng say my dad look like sell Har mien de uncle…=.=’
Jz jk mar, so I jk wif my dad lar.. bt my dad abit angry…
Abit lar… n say its nt funny… >_<

Oopsie…

Den later go home, once go inside den hear my mum n my lil sister shoutin already…
Haiz...toh sui-Nya…
I haven eat lunch & breakfast, few days like dat d…
Oni eat biscuit, no wonder sick still haven recover lar…
Den nth to eat at home, sumore my mum dun wan choi me, still bushuang me o…
No mood to eat liao, so dun wan eat lor,
Very pressure liao, sumore nid c my family fight, reali beh tahan…
Den cry again lor, cry until tired liao den go sleep…

Reali no use r.. me… so lembik… =.=’

I gt send SOS signals to my fren, bt they nvr notice, den I feel even bad,
they went to makan...
bt suan liao… its ok...

after i hibernate finish, 3 hours of sleep...
Huan Seng call me and chat...
i know he worried bout me... haha...
so 8 de r u... yer...
Thanks yea...
haha... n many "cant say de secret" oso...
Bt i ok d, i already decided wat to do... XD
all problems gone, Chester! XD (nt the parent one though... typical...)

Then juz now I dunno y my mum suddenly pick a fight wif me…
Dat day juz finish Chinese exam, can breath 4 a while after one week of exam…
Huan Seng ask me wan go watch movie wif Him, Dai Gao, Yi Cheng & aihwa annot…
Of coz I wan lar, bt I feel my mum won let…
Bt try ask oso no harm de mar…
So I mai ask lar, den my mum bushuang oh… den say until very unfair…
Say I everyday go out, jz a stupid small test oni, go out for wad?! Everyday oso nid go out, nid watch movie de meh?!

Den I feel alil bushuang, I mai say yer… so bad… evry1 wan go oso can go,
oni me always cant go anywhere, juz a movie nearby, nt goin lepak or play long time…
Den later she bushuang, dun wan tlk to me oh…

Den jz now she suddenly pick fight wif me, say I cant go, den bushuang her…
Xcuse me, I already listen to her nvr go eh, bt she is da one nvr tlk to me eh…
Nw she say I bushuang her…
I mai stand my ground n say I nvr said like dat, is she bushuang me, I already listen to her, wad else she wan o…

Den she started saying I know how to fly, everyday tlk until I think I vry big..

Walao… I oni reasoning wif her eh, like dat oso cant.. n I NEVER everyday go out eh, dis whole year go out nt more than 5 times…
nt first time like dat, always let her say until very one-sided,
always my fault..

Very yuan wang…

Den daddy help me, ask mummy y pick fight wif me…
Den dey argue, n wad divorce divorce…

I nvr cry d, coz nid look after sister & brother…
Cannot cry… >_<
Den daddy mood nt gud oso lor, den he mai say me lor…

Haiz… so sienz… always like dis der…

Reali dun understand how to reason wif my mum…
I already b her perfect little girl, bt I still nid to take a breath sumtimes…
Wad else do you want?

Im UNDER-PRESSURED

Thank U, muakz!

I wan to thank those who have worried bout me lor...
dose who took their time to read my blog, to comment, to sms, to msn me...
reali thanks lor...
make me so touch der... XD
haha... i better alot jor lor... XD
very very ok... ^_^
monday u guys muz teman me play until xiao a! XD
n i still sick, make smth nice for me r! XD haha

and da Ahbui so wai lar...
he say wan c me cry... zd...=.='
he say miss jor n wan make me cry again nxt time! walao!
dun choi u d... lol XP

Thanks to:
Lih Ying
Snow
Jiaying
Yanny
Chester
Aihwa
Bui
Karwun
Rojak
Yun
Sik Eu
Nee
MT(4 bein stupid)
(if i forgot u're name here, tell me lol)

and to those who r feelin moody around, cheer up! XD

And, I reali nid to thanks Weiquan oso, his Linkin Park CD reali cheers me up XD
and then Thanks to the creator of KERORO...
reali feel so gud after watchin it... haha...

now i m busying doing my class uniform n many others... >.<
cis... geramnya... lol... XD

Toh sui

today reali alot of mixed feelings lar...
moz important is my KERORO
i watch liao, feel so much better... XD

bt den sum1 cum n RE me!!
n now i feel so RE! but oso so DOWN!
CIS!! GERAMNYA!!!

I reali feel like slappin dis person n ask dis person pergi mati!!!
know hu im tlkin bout?!
wan know den go slap him for me!!!!
RE! RE!

Dun b so selfish can annot?! wad is wrong wif u orh!?
think bout other ppl cannot wan r?!
when u wan oni "xiao qian" ppl!
WTF!

------cool down------

bt now, aiyah...
still down...
im forgotten..
haiz...
anything la...
pergi mati suan liao...

So much to tlk about^^

Hey yo! XD
hahaha, so long nvr come up d... phew...
nt vry long oso lar...
Lol...
erm... actually i wan write alot of stuff bt i cut short lar...

My problem was solved & unsolved.. Lol...
All this time though, thanks to Chester... XD
he had been a vry nice fren, standing by me n giving me lots of support... ^^
Thank U chester, U understood me XD

Actually, it wasnt even a problem to start with...
it was juz nt many ppl understood it, and misunderstood it...
there is all types of love, i love my frens n i love my family n i love my boyfren,
they're all different types of love yet they remain equal...

Juz like how i felt, i felt affection n friendship towards him bt i think many misunderstood dat i was gonna fall for him...
lol... definitely not... hahaz...
so, it began my dillema of how to react towards my fren's response and how to react to my own feelings as he doesnt realy go "pop" n opened up n say"haha, lets b bez frens" =.='
Lol, bt i think i did wad was best, as usual as i wud hav done
go up to him n tlk right up to his face
ok, problem solved, for me.
n it began his dillema...=.='
he misunderstood a lil...
n it took me a while to convince him n i gt a lil mad for being misunderstood to be a whore...
bt i told him anyway, dat it sux being said like dat
n he understood, problem solved... i guess... -_-''
bt it isnt dat ezy to juz b a person's bez fren...
me & lihying went through alot b4 v actually stick like dat...
v dun go up 2 ppl n say lets b frenz unless its me, im a lan sook kia... haha
so, i tried my hardest bt i dun think i get wad i hoped for...
bt alas, its always like dat, isnt it? Im nt depressed by the results yet, bt i hope for better... haha

U c, i'm a very sensitive n concious person...=.=' Lol

Hmm... i broke down in class today n started crying... hahaz... did i scare all of u?
lol... dey say its weird 2 c me cry, i feel da same...
Thanks for being worried bout me... lol
bt i cudnt cope wif all the pressure comin up at once & i guess i gt affected too..
by the depression around me...
im nt the only one feelin depressed...
still feelin depressed...

and i learnt smth important... mayb its my laz yr,
or mayb this class is different.. frens are reali important
i c it then, i c it now, u guys mean the world to me...
i realy love all of u...

To all my frens:
I know U're feelin all depressed,
bt b glad for i found this chest,
inside i lay all my hopes & cares,
so open it and be spared...

lately lots of ppl feelin depressed, all the best & may god bless u...

Sexaay

RECOGNIZE DIS?

hahaz... nth reali, juz wanna put diz photo... lol
diz is our so called skul grass ^^

hahahaha

so nice leh...

Biodata:
Friendly person
Fav song: where u get u're body frm
likes to dance with his long legs n hands
likes to shake
funny
blur(retarded)
187cm

Favorita

MY KERORO GUNSO

Recently gt vry vry addicted to this anime, so funny... XD
its bout frogs dominating the world... so perfect!!
the frogs r so cute!!!! XD
hav decided to buy da DVD bt it will cost bout 100+ =.='
Thanks to my hubby loads for buying me their action figure... XD
Love u!! XD hehe...
Thank u so much..

i seriously recommend u to watch!

hmm... dat day went to Rojak's party... XD
it was very fun...
his house is super big, super, SuPer, SUPER BIG!
Freakin HUGE!
walao... nvr know Rojak so rich der...
all the house there... walao...
n my mum sumore so chuan... =.=
Mum:"wait till v build, oso smth like dis"
Dad:"here land cheap cheap oni, Mines more expensive"

=.='

and then very fun lor, v makan n play, makan n play, gt loads of yummy food,
the chicken the boys barbecue until is super nice... XD
and the prawns, woah, hankai, thanks, man,
so delicious! XD

and the yummy spagetti... yum yum...
macy & Shiyun cook until so nice... XD
n both of them so look after us lor...
so gan dong... thank u!!! XD

n the dancing machine...
haha, all of us, me, snow, lalat, bear, chester, bui, v all go play it...
n later v do all kinds of style like fold hands in front, do sweeden dance... haha
very crazy n fun
bt i always get E... =.='
dunno y...
chester, rojak n bui so pro...=.='
dun wan say da lalat pro
cis... bt i like gt taller 1 cm... haha

reali very fun lor... v play until very crazy n keep laughing...
all my "xing xiang" bye bye jor... =.=' T.T
neh, da Yih min lar!
dunno how snap photo der! >=[
haha... evry1 esp jun & chester dressed very nicely...

n gt ONE person hor, go biao bai wor~!
Lol... b4 dat he very nervous der... lol
bt in the end oso succeed la...
good job... hahaz XD

today...
chat wif chester lor after skul coz rainin...
den v tlked alot of things, chester reali mature... hahaz...
thx for the advice, man! XD
den i decided to jz b myself lor,
by being myself means 2 go straight n tell him wads on my mind n b gone wif it...
den i no nid think so much...=.='
wad do u think, ches? Lol
anyhows, im startin to chicken out... -_-'

and then,
during english period, v discuss bout sum tlk... Lol...
n me, rui, ruichi, LY, snow & lalat one group
v all reali so disgusting lor...
keep on joking n laughin n tlk bout wai ye...
Lol...

n yanny, she passed her cold to me...=.='

Blabber

okay... erm... since i have loads to tell... haha...
I'll bold the titles, read whichever u wan or better, read all^^

First Few Days Migrating
Well, we started alternating our seats once 3 days... lol
i m now sitting wif da ever noisy shu yan & jiaying & Rui & Snow & beside me, the sleepyhead ET
Erm... it was actually kinda fun, though i started being kinda distracted at claz... =.='
they r SO NOISY!
hahaz, we tlk n tlk n tlk in all da periods... lol
it was reali fun though.. n i love them...
muakz!
dat day, v played a joke on Jin Ling & Chia Yin...
lol, by goin up & down in our seats to make their eyes meet... XP
sorry, Chia yin! T.T

Saturday
I went to my fren's-Karmen's hs...
it was reali fun since v did alot of catching up! XD
at first, u won think v would hav any in common, since im a basic, ordinary CHINESE girl
and she's a pretty & hot, open-minded ENGLISH-CHINESEgirl... lol XP
ah, well, bt v always had loads to tlk... XD
shes my "bad-side"'s best fren lol!
I could tell her things my frens wont so agree... >_<
v tlked bout boys, clothes, sexy clothes & bitched bout her frens.. lol
n for u're info, BITCH is nt a bad word, check da oxford dictionary, will u? it means complain.. unlike whore...
bein naughty... XP
neways... v tlked la, alot... lol... i loved it, it was all girly tlk n v took a "did nt turn out so nice" photo... XP
den v went to the park wif our siblings, where v played basketball a while...
in the MIDDLE of THE NIGHT!
whoa baby! hahaz
v looked kinda awkward since her bro invited a load of boys n v tryed to blend in.. haha
while trying to flirt... XP n get a couple of numbers... lol
jz foolin around...
v did nt succeed since our mums came to pick us up later... =.=' geez..

Da Whole week(point)
it was reali bz, nt wif skul work... though...=.='
lol... i was bz wif all da work for class magazines, n SOCIETY BILLBOARD (CRAP!)
and other works...=.='
mainly nth concerning skul work...
im starting to get slightly detached frm my studies n i supposed i shud start pullin myself together...T.T
and there's smth...
I am aware of sum1, nt smth, n NOT in dat weird kind of way like i feel towards yung...
bt mind me, i am VERY distracted by it, cant ignore it...=.='
wish it would juz go away yet i dun wish for dat...=.='
its so annoying how gossips can influence u, doesnt it?
the real reason for me to b frustrated bout hasnt reali appear bt im frustrated! Lol!
n u guys out there, ZIP u're Mouth

Today
a fren of mine cried, i know y n i understand y...
i used to do dat over the same reasons... lol
so, its nth to be ashamed of! XD glad u're ok!
and i gt invited to Rojak's partay! whoohoo!! XD
i wish i could go... haven asked my mum yet...
n v had curry wif bread at skul... thanks to Yih min! XD
enjoyed da little meal, n snacks sponsored by Snow & Huiling...XD
hahaz...
Love u! Damn to dose guys!! haha